Last night, we went back to where we were on our first date. The very first true date that we had. Just that this time round it felt so different.
I never know what I signed myself up for when I went into this. Dont know what to expect after being hurt and all. Yet, now I know I was right for whatever that I did. And I am thankful for all the bad and hurtful things that I went through, knowing that without them, I will not be here, having what I have now.
Since that day, there were no occasion that he made me sad. There is always someone there who looks out for me, pick me up, let me do whatever that I want, no matter how much he disagree with me, let me sleep as much as I like and never never finds it a hassle to wake up earlier to get ready just because of me staying over so frequently
too frequently. He put up with those bad tanturms that I threw when it is near the time of the month, and the way he reacted to it makes me guilty, makes me more concious about my bad temper, hoping that I will be in better control of my emotions. Not to mention, spending money on me, just to let me get what I want. :) This also makes me realise another thing. Life dont need to be full of expensive things. I dont need anything expensive from him, because whatever he had given me in my daily life is more than anything. The frequent calls and always knowing where he is, is the best things that I have ever asked for.
It seems so long already, though it is not. People around us felt the same way too. I love you.
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