.::OOPS::.

OH NO. maybe one day i will just die in the office. hmm. i should try not to make the workers hate me. haha. but thats a tad bit difficult because jieyim can be VERY IRRITATING.

especially when she is PMS-ing, like now

hahaha. hmm. life last night was great! MAHJONG MAHJONG MAHJONG! Win like siao but hmm. no money come in because no money was involved in the first place.

hope i dont get exposed someday. but i predict that day is coming and that is tomorrow. =C

i am still coughing and my nose is still block. because i stop taking medicine MAHS... of course la. hmm.

hmm. and something to note, my boss is still not back yet. hmm. lets hope he will be back by the 18th.

... oversensitive is a problem. thinking too much is another problem and hoping for alot is a big big problem.
sometimes i am just contented being around, there is no need to be there all the time. thinking of different ways to start things up knowing that everything will end someday. although i hope that nothing will end at the end of the day. i always tell people things will be ok in the end. so who will tell me that things will be ok at the end of the day? i need assurance as usual. that is my big problem. and i am just like that. how to change the mind of someone and hint that everything is possible. OMG.
DIFFICULT, NEVER
lets hope that someone message me to entertain me later. C= HOPE

okok. i have CPR class tonight and i have yet to memorise the procedure. RARR

.::HELLO::.

JIEYIM IS HERE TO BLOG AGAIN

more and more people are not picking up my calls le. and its making me sad. hmm.

but anyway about my weekend, it is rather well spent la.

haha. i was suppose to go my cousin's house on friday night but seeing that it is my dad's birthday and my mummy will be at home, i said no to her AGAIN. i think she sad sad de.

hmm. went to enjoy our free sundae from Swensen and we met this super familiar manager that i suppose was my nanny's niece or something. but anyway, thats not important.

i crave for brewwarks' cheese sticks. they are the best. oops. i am not sure if i got the name correct. haha. iz that pub next to Igauna. C=

anyway, the cheese sticks at Swensen was DISAPPOINTING and yucky.

went to walk around in NTUC and also attempted to get shoes but everything FAIL!!!

we went to the pet shop thinking of getting a new dog for ME. and we end up buying a dried piggy ear for Carrot. it is really dried PIGGY EAR!!! at least thats what the shop owner claim it to be.

it was suppose to last long but our naughty clever dog finished it in less than an hour.!!!! we couldnt believe it and even resort to searching high and low in the house for it.

oh ya, after the pet shop, we were comtemplating if we should walk home. haha. but ultimately, due to some shit personal reasons, we end up taking 190 home. so be it.

upon reaching home, i also forget what i did.

on saturday, i chiong to quite a few places. -.-

i went to work and after that, my boss drove me to the stadium at Jurong West. haha. i passed them the PSP FINALLY. and we went to jurong point after that.

i was darn drowsy from the cough medicine the whole day or maybe i am really just tired. haha. and after having lunch with them, i took 172 home to cousin's house. haha.

i slept all the way and walked dreamily to the block. and downstairs, i happen to see Ah Huat and this time round, i din overshot the unit. -.-

had dinner at their house before going out to get sweettalk then to play badminton..

had a crazy night. really crazy. crazy beyond description. haha.

and after a long night, we went home and i attempt to watch the documentary but the medicine make me doze off every now and then. so no choice, bamb. i sleep like a pig after that

should i go to class tonite? hmmm...

why are things the way they are now? -.- =C

looking forward to chalet!!! C=

ohya, the tap in office just leak again and the guys just came back from van pushing. the van and lorry are taking turns to break down. OMG.

oh ya, i dreamt of her again. this time round, puking blood and very sickly in the bed.

SICK SICK SICK

that has been on my nickname on MSN for quite somedays le. and it is being mentioned in the previous entries for MANY MANY MANY times le.

argh. i am not getting any better. hmm.

i am so free now, AGAIN. hmm. but i believe later things will be very chaotic. haha. i shall go try to see if the dvd are in good conditions. C=

oh tonight, hmm. its lao bei's birthday, do you think i will get to meet the not-drunk-him? haha. i doubt so.

thinking of going over to grandma house to bai bai. hmm. maybe i should, or maybe i should bring and ask the others to go along as well.

hmm. something STUNNING happened at work. oh my goodness, cannot image they are THAT childish. no other words to describe le la. really BUAI TAHAN.

byebye. thats all i can tell the person and we shall see what will happen to the company.

poor partner of his. trying to cover up for him and got himself into deep shit also. oh no.

hmm. we shall see. hmm.

TOMORROW~! WHEE~!

should i get off tomorrow to go to the docs? or maybe i should go in the afternoon? all this is killing me. argh.

did i mention that i have a funny mama?

Case One:
Mei and mama went into the new lift.
Mei pressed 5th storey
Come out from the lift at 5th storey.
Mama: EEK! how come look so different? How come we are at 5th floor?!

Mei: Its the new lift ma!

Mama: The new lift can reach 5th floor meh?!

Mei: ...

Mama: OH...! HAHAHA


Case Two:
Me, Mei and Mama sitting in the living room, discussing about my cough and flu.

Me: The instructor at the first aider course say maybe i am down with Upper Respiratory Tract Infection. He ask me go see doctor to get medicine and antibiotics.

Mama: Ask your go take the cough syrup dont listen, can recover de. And, dont take antibiotics, it is not good, later nothing can cure you when you get worse next time.

Me: I know too much antibiotics not good la... but i also dont want to take the cough syrup. No use de.

Mama: The cough syrup no use, better than nothing.

Me: Dont want, later get sudden bad cough and i will cough like crazy.

(I dont remember mama replying me)
15 minutes later

Me(attempting to sneeze but fail): I should have gone to get the Panadol for flu!!! my nose is super itchy and its killing me!

Mama: Buy what medicine? Take the medicine no use de la.

Me: ...!!! HAHA. you just now still ask me go take the cough syrup!!!! hahahahahaha.

Mama (suddenly realise that she is contradicting herself, laughing): Oh ya hor, haha. go take the hot drinks for flu and cold la.

SUPER -.- lor.... my lao bu. hahaha

Oh ya, this remind me, i have a difficult time trying to sneeze. ah. and it dont feel good to not be able to sneeze. :(

.::here to post again::.

i seriously think i should stop posting new post like 2 times a day.

but dude. i dont care, i am just way too bored.

:P took a small nap for about 20minutes just now because i am really feeling very sick. i hope i can have the courage to take the saturday off.

and i now see the need to go shopping la... i need a dark coloured cardigan, or maybe a white one. cause apparently i only have one brown one that i can wear now. hmm. how long will this last, i dont know but i know it is all a want, not a need.

mama dont see the need for me to get a lappy so she is not going to help me with application of installment. sianed. so that means, either i wait till i am 21, pay full amount or give up the idea. whatever it is, it is going to be a long wait, maybe other than the last decision.

i am blog hopping and i came across alot of links to those young mommies blog. so interesting...

hmm. no ones understand how much i have gone through, how much i have done those years. i dont have the courage to say it out. even to someone close.

i keep thinking, what will happen if....

so many 'what will happen if...'

i am missing companies. i need people to go out with me. i need supper. i want supper time, better with drinking but i realli gave up on the idea of drinking, seeing what it did to me and how it worsened my cough.

argh. faster recover! ok, i drank alot of water today le hor.

hmm. reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply reply my sms~!

ARGH. my boss cannot sign off from cape town, that means he will take about another week before he is back...

and CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP CRAP. something stupid just happened.

i am eating alot recently, is my weighing machine spoil or something. hmmmmmm... how can i be only 47kg? hmmm.

looking forward to the occupational first aid course tonight! C= i like the way the instructor teach and conduct the class.

hmm. waiting for batteries to come before i go have my yun tun gou tiao! C=

.::SICK::.

JIE YIM IS SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK

all thanks to me being stubborn about getting a drink.

and so i did, i drown down a 500ml of Carlsburg and *poof* i woke up with a damn jialat sore throat. i thought beer is suppose to be cooling?!

hmm. i did drown down 500ml of water before i sleep, i bet that minimise the impact/damage.

ok, did i mention that i had fries again yesterday night? =s haha. maybe thats the reason why i am half dead here.

thinking if i should apply for half day leave on Saturday. hahaha.

maybe i will.

there goes my swimming plans on friday night. i dont think anyone in the correct mind, in my situation will go swimming. but but but but if i dont swim, jiu not much other chance le leh.

oh poor adi 2 piece swim suit, when was the last time i wear u?

haha. so so looking forward to the chalet. =D i think i will go havoc and become darn crazy la.

but whatever, now the thing top on my list is to recover. recover recover.

no more fries for me tonight and i will leave the beer till next time le. or maybe some kind soul will finish it for me.

better dont be my dad.

OH YA! I get scoldings from my mother EVERY SINGLE MORNING! simply over the fact that i cant wake up on my own. OMG. and by the time she wake me up, its darn late and i will fly to work in cab. i should put a stop to that TOMORROW! C=

hmm. yesterday was the 14th day. hmm. i will remember i have a very cute and funny grandma.

tomorrow is my dad's birthday. hmm. but i doubt he will be at home. he hardly celebrate his birthday.

and i hardly get to see a not-drunk-daddy.

my life is still BORING like before. classes till 9.30pm from monday to thursday, and i am left with FRIDAY! tell me what else i can do?

sianed.

the impossible of the 2, the 2 impossible. hoping and thinking. maybe miracle will happen. stupid me. as usual