.::Much Missed::.

~*suddenly feel down*~
~*memories is the thing*~

i am feeling down suddenly. sorry. i know it is late. was looking at video from Nan Hua Mid Autumn. was feeling kind of sad. when was the last time i stepped foot into that school? i am determined to go back on friday. provided there is dance.

i cant imagine that i had stayed away from nan hua for so long. no mid autumn for the first time? hmm. cant imagine. but ya. have to move on.

iz ok. i am just abit down. post-nanhua-withdrawal symptoms. iz really ok.

smiley and cheerful tomorrow. and all the way.

~*no one is forgotten*~
~*just that someone now is more important*~

.::Their love story::.

~*it is THEIR love story*~
~*yet it seems familiar*~

ok, Gong is a must watch. princess hour. there is this Gong-marathon going on at home at night. oops. i am studying ok? haas

i watched and studied last night and when i was about to go to bed, i lied on bed and thought about their love story. not familiar, not very, but just those typical ones and the guy never want to admit their love.

so all that guy know is to get jealous and what else? hmm. that seems familiar to me though. hoho.

anyway. i hope it will be a happy ending and now it is me off for more maths.

never to forget those times. be a nicer girl. =D

~*let THEIR love story end beautifully*~
~*and that will be terribly familiar*~

.::I CANT POST ALL AT ONE GO!!!::.

I FEEL LIKE ISOLATING MYSELF FROM THE WORLD. except from you
just imagine. i was trying to sleep and all i get are disturbance and disturbance. so? what can i do? and ya. it is cool but it is tiring now. nevermind. i would not regret. i said so. i will stick to it.
and whatever that may comes along, which i am not in the least really worried about, i believe someone will ultimately be there for me. to be with me to help me. and i am not having any fear cause i think i know myself well enough. C=

i am ok. just feel like ranting. when you feel alone and tired and you just cant find the right key to start the engine again, this is what i feel like stoning.

i feel like i am wasting A HELL LOT OF TIME. but looks like i still cant find the right key. haix. sorry. nevemind. i am going to work hard and play hard as from tomorrow. ok. from later on, after this post, i will start. C=

mugging and mugging. everything is coming to an end soon.

oops. i cried last night. whose fault? d=

`trying my best to get back the old me
`the good old normal me
`i bet we are both tired and not used to it =x haas

~*smiles*~
~*counting to the days*~
~*how i wish they past faster*~
I WANNA GROW UP~!!! I WANNA BE FREE~!!!

.::so? whatever::.

~*different point, different ideas, different paths*~
~*to the same destination*~

that is life and that is the whole point of putting different people together.. C=

that is what i learnt all these days. yaps. it is just so amazing. can you imagine? not the first but it dont matter. cause when somehings last, it is a whole different matter again.

i am feeling tired and yet at the same time, i am feeling pissed. why cant you just trust me and why people have different piorities at different time. i am trying real hard to be understanding. but what i get? it is just me and people are just taking and thinking that something else are just more important than this. ok. i bet people dont understand what i am writing.

support. what crap is that? it is lame, but who can i blame? that is your piority.

and why have all these things become like that. how i wish time stop last night. or rather yesterday. i want that kind of way that time is spent. doing nothing. i just wanna slack around and looks like that is the last one. i need to stone. SERIOUSLY. i need to stone. i am going kind of bonkers and frustrated. sorry. i dont mean it. i bet you also dont understand what i am writing now.