Oh Gosh!

Oh God, I wanted to blog about something and the moment I open this text box, I forgot all about it.

I seriously feel stupid for the fact that I keep checking my phone, and with the stupid button not working well, kill me please.

I seriously need to work. But now, I think I need dinner more.

I have that urge to cut my nails, they are getting weaker and weaker. Cannot imagine I actually peeled off the gel polish. -.- But it is coming off in the first place. ok, it is good, but I have itchy hands.

I feel like going out to loiter. I am so so bored. I should really work hard! Or I shall continue working.

There is classes tomorrow night! Until 9.30pm and I guess my dinner will be Mac again.

I remember what I want to blog about le. I saw the 4th Xiao Qiang on my table. This time round, a smaller one. I shouted and Keith, a new colleague came to attempt to help but the xiaoqiang ran away le. I actually was about to whack it cause it is rather small.

And I changed away most of my passwords. I cant sign on to Facebook on my iphone though and it is irritating me.

I need dinner actually but eating alone is BLAH~!

Shall work! I hope

I had alot of dreams last night

I had a bad night... I thought the Choya will make me sleep better but mixing Honey Choya with 7up resulted in a freaking sweet drink that made me sleepy but cant sleep well.

Maybe I wasnt in a pleasant mood to sleep to begin with... Had a lot of dreams last night. I dont remember almost all of them but I remember just one scene.

Dreams and reality are opposite. So yap... we shall see...

Went to take my retainer. The $500 retainer. Kill me please. It actually hurts to wear.

The bad night and the sleepy morning and the unpleasant appearance spoilt quite a lot of things. And waiting for messages dont make me feel any better.

Alright, time to work!

Teardrops on my guitar

I know I am abit slow but I realise the following is a nice song!

Drew looks at me

I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight


'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

The programming test spoilt my mood and spoilt everything. Heard another song on the drive back to office that spoilt my mood even more...

怎么会这样呢

在我对你毫无怀疑的时候
你告诉我,你要离开我
怎么会这样呢
这样赤裸裸连借口都没有
原来诚实是那么伤人
再说感情也该有些线索
昨天你还那么温柔
谁会看得出
你和她已经那么久
当朋友看这段感情的时候
都觉得我是受害者
分手真的难受
哭了又能如何
我不要自己太软弱
而当你看这段感情的时候
是否也觉得我是受害者
往事历历如昨,我付出那么多
可怜的是你竟一无所有
再说感情也该有些线索
昨天你还那么温柔
谁会看得出
你和她已经那么久
当朋友看这段感情的时候
都觉得我是受害者
分手真的难受
哭了又能如何
我不要自己太软弱
而当你看这段感情的时候
是否也觉得我是受害者
往事历历如昨,我付出那么多
可怜的是你竟一无所有
而当你看这段感情的时候
是否也觉得我是受害者
往事历历如昨,我付出那么多
可怜的是你竟一无所有
往事历历如昨,我付出那么多
可怜的是你竟一无所有

And not to mention, I said Hi to someone and got diao -.- Hello, did I offend you bitch?

Ride a bike for the first time!

I really should not be blogging at this hour. I should either be working hard, or at home sleeping.

Please make me devote my weekend to my work! There are things that needs to be done!

Went to school today, OPEN HOUSE! No lots, not a single one, even in the furthest possible carpark! And even in the weirdest possible place, no space to even slot the car in illegally.

So at the end, parked at the HDB next to school... and WALKED TO SCHOOL!

About 5 minutes? At the end of lesson, made someone gave me a ride! And sat on a bike for the first time in my life. Rain and wearing skirt, with lappy and heavy bag, not a good combination at all. But thanks to Chaqif! I made it to the car without walking and sweating! My bag was freaking heavy!

I believe that a guy must be able to drive. I can never never never stand my future bf not driving! And riding a bike make me realise that there needs to be even more trust! You need to trust the rider to be his pillion. ALOT!

Today was a small bike. Got change try big bike! It feels good!

Going home! Sleep!

results

Marine engineering knowledge 77/100 :( Applied mechanic 46/50 Electric circuit 98/100 Programming 100/100 Mathematics two (calculus) 75/100 Omg

MST!

I am going to blog about Mid Sem Test!

Electric Circuit, 98/100
Applied Mechanics 46/50
Dip plus Maths 75/100
Programming is 100 but next thursday got another test!
Marine Engineering Knowledge will be back tomorrow!

Ok, I am hungry.

Went to meet up with Mira, Gina and Joyce yesterday. Had Sushi Tei at Tampines One and it wasnt as expensive as I thought it will be. Anyway, after that we went to Mira and Malcom's New House. Pretty and nice and warm house, and it makes me feel like having my own place to call home too! C= oops.

Haha I should be paying attention in class.

Alone in the office

And once again, I am alone in the office again. And while waiting for the guys to come for your pay, I feel alone again.

Life is good these days and happy and fun and now that I cut the wires in my mouth and they are not cutting me anymore, I should laugh even more. Hmm.

Hungry, I should have taken my lunch! Going to the east again.