Thank God

I was facebooking and blog hopping around some of the few blogs that I always read. And as always, I will go facebook and check up on some people, usually people who were once in my life.

Reading information off blogs and looking at pictures on facebook, for one moment, I thank God for what I have now. I cannot imagine it being different.

Great that I am where I am now. :) Not some where else.

Steamboat later with L and his family! Maybe coffee with qg tonight. Maybe I should practice my Maths tutorial? :p

Classmates agree that lecturers should force us to finish up our maths tutorial and hand them in for grading! But they dont.

Back to work!

dream

I dreamt of the boyfriend a couple days back. It wasn't a bad dream like before. In the dream, the boyfriend held my hand and took me to somewhere that looks like esplanade. And he kissed me and everything else was good. And that day I had a dream. I dreamt of cockroach and i jumped off the bed in real life. And whatever that I dreamt recently made it difficult to fall asleep last night. I remembered that time when I didn't hold on to that pair of hands at the reservoir and how the songs bring back memories and how someone told me that there is one firefly. I'm missing everything badly

Amount of things to be done

Can I complain about the things that needs to be done on my list? Can I complain about the things to be taken care of here?

I am so F***ED up now. Feeling vexed.

I need to talk to people, but I guess every other one around me have just the exact same sentiments as me and are just as vex. A couple of them I suppose.

The first class that I skipped for this sem, how great. But it is the first week after all.

crazy

When she went down to ask for those stuff that she wanted, I was downstairs. And I remembered saying that I have those things that she need but I will nee to amend. But she never even acknowledge whatever that I said. This morning, people called and asked me for the things. Can I act blur and don't produce anything since no one told me anything? I should right! But I didn't. Two projects to clear and other stuff to clear

So whatever

First thing first, EVERYONE, ok, most people like to joke about the things I comment and maybe I should take pride in bringing Laughter.

But then, I do mind being joked by someone whom I know for less than 3 months! Hello~! WHO ARE YOU?!

And please, I dont mind it when you joke, but i mind when other non-related and not-involved people join in your fun.

Some things are just very subjective, like colour of the car that you had and all those. AND the impression that I had that most cars in THAT car park is black. Please go and count, BLACK confirm dominate.

And hello, so she know more about your car, more sensitive to colour, more sensitive to whatever that you said? The bloody truth? She have more time for them!

so stop acting like you know me very well, because you dont, we only know each other for less than 3 months. And stop talking like you told me before, because there is just so much that I know.

Dont sound like you told me

Please dont sound like you told me EVERYTHING, because you didnt. Just because sub-conciously you remembered you told someone, or to be more exact, you remembered you telling a girl, doesnt mean that person is ME, because it is not.

I didnt know of anything. I didnt know that you had physio, I didnt know that you dropped your car in the showroom and I didnt know that this morning you had training because you never tell me anything. So when I asked, please dont reply me in the I-told-you-already or how-come-you-dont-know tone.

steamboat

Had steamboat yesterday and it made me want to work harder! I want to increase my GPA. Feels difficult! Hmm Sometimes it is sad and angry to know about things of your boyfriend from other peoples mouth. But after that moment of anger, I realize that getting angry just because I want him to know that I mind. Getting angry all the time just because I want attention but I guess that it isn't going to work anyway. So no point getting angry and getting the attention because it doesn't really mean anything. Waiting to get into the plant and I'm hungry! Hmm. What should I have for dinner? Haha Starting school soon! Have to catch enough sleep so I don't sleep in class! This holiday is over in the wink of an eye. And please someone remind me that I have to apply for my GEM this Monday!

hmm.

This morning, a message came in. 3.955 GPA. hmm. It could have been better actually. But it is very good already.

Should I go? I asked myself. And then I decided to go. Then I asked, what time we going? Not going le...
HELLO! Can you all like at least inform me?! Felt so idiot.

Hmm. I want to knit, I want to read, I want to do cross stitch.