.::Random Post::.

My birthday chalet last week was a blast! :) HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.

photos are suppose to be up soon but i dont know where is the camera now. haha.

and now, today was suppose to be a rather good day... but the big fight at home spoilt everything.

But at least things got settled and everything is much much better now.

hmm. The BOYFRIEND went on a trip to China... ok, it is just for the weekend.. but it is bad... i am missing him... :( hmm.

this is the first time he went on a trip to somewhere further than malaysia without me since we got together..

today was a busy day and im glad that it is a busy day.. time pass faster that way and my dear will come back faster. :)

and the big fight at home... hmm. actually i am worry that one day i will lose him. but i cannot imagine living the kind of life that we have now... a big fight can happen anyday. and today, the doggies fought too. baby got a bad bite. worry. hope she will recover soon. if not, it will be to the vet...

anyway, dear! faster come back!

shall go sleep and go for my shopping tomorrow!

.::this was what happened then::.

I felt what i felt a year ago. Having more than enough time on hand, not knowing how to spend them.

I got the phone that i like, i got the pouch that i want. But i am not happy. I got all those with just me, i and myself to share the joy.

I think i just need a place to hide and cry and i like where i am now. I was glad that i have this place at least.

Maybe it is the world that matter. or i just dont have a world to call it my own.

shall continue to plan for the birthday party. i left the list at home, if not i could have send the email tonight. i think i should. but maybe i should go home. i was hoping for...

How to go home with swollen eyes? I hope i fall asleep here and wake up tomorrow.

I am hungry. maybe i should eat macdonalds. i want sweettalk. it will make me feel better. i swear.

but how to buy sweettalk when you dont even know how to order.

or maybe whipcream will be good too. maybe i should just go ahead and buy a can of whipcream and not care so much.

i felt the burn from the petrol cost. it isnt cheap, but after so much, i think i should put in a bit. so i did.

and i know how lost it felt today. how u cant find your car in the carpark and you are just walking around in circles. thats the worse feeling, especially when you are trying to find a place to hide for things to fall.

i still found the car in the end. and i am glad that i manage to get out in 5 mins? suppose that is something great le.

i think i should just get macdonalds.

one tooth is feeling loose and weird, the other is feeling swollen, like the gums are growing around the metal things. who to tell these to?

i need more sleep maybe. i need to hug the pooh bear to sleep tonight.

.::The very greedy wish list::.

**EDITED**
i was informed about some birthday gift that people got for me so here i am to strike them off my birthday wishlist! =D (01/07/2009)
**EDITED**

SO HERE ARE THE ADDED ADDITIONAL THINGS ON THE WISH LIST
A1. A nice little pot of catus for me to put on my table

A2. A new handphone will be absolutely great! E73? haha

A3. okies, i know there are more on my list. but i forgot as usual... A HONGBAO will also be good

A4. oh ya! HAHA. facial or medicure pedicure packages! haha. now thats expensive. haha

THATS ALL!
FOR NOW until i think of more
So here is the very greedy wishlist for the very greedy LADY on her 21st birthday!

1. Burbery Brit Sheer

2. A new watch maybe? =p this is what i am having now. for a good 2 years i think... but mine is in black and purple. i thought the colour was unique and versatile. and i think i was right!

3. E71? haas. or just something, a handphone with a QWERTY keypad

4. A long term supply of Kinda Joy!!

5. New dresses

6. New wallet

7. New bag

8. Winnie the Pooh big cross stitch or puzzle! I dont mind putting them together myself =D

9. A I-touch will be cool too! Or maybe the new IPHONE?

Thats all folks. its just a random list =p