Oh My God!

Oh My God! Life is fine but work is killing me!

So, I have two choices and they are as follows:
(i) Act busy, but actually I am surfing the net, blog shopping, blog reading, facebooking or doing nothing, during working hours. And of course, trying to fight the Zzz monster.
(ii) Be really diligent and do my work. Allocating all the unallocated payment to their respective invoices for accounts 5 years ago. Man! That is really hard work! Not the worst work ever but its hard work. And looking at the numbers makes me blur and confused and giddy :(

So should I be (i) or (ii)? Be a good or bad employee? Or be good or bad to myself and my eyes?

I have no idea. I am wondering between both. Sometimes good, sometimes bad but time pass super duper slow. Thank God it is only 3 weeks with a lot of long weekends in between.

Other than these 3 weeks, my life has been amazing and stayed the same amazing way since 28 Jan 2011. There are ups and downs and yet all the downs always bring us to a higher point and thats good!

Oh ya, I have another idea what I can do le! And I am happy. Shall do it sooon. Maybe tomorrow, when I have the necessary programe. Hehe.

Recently, I witnessed someone experiencing what I once went through. And I really wonder what gave me the courage to get over everything so fast then. Less than a week. I am truly amazed by myself thinking back. Maybe it is just me. I never needed a reason to hold on to something, I never needed a reason to fall in love with someone, I never needed a reason to let go of something, I never needed a reason to move on. And most of the times, when I make up my mind, nothing else matters and the ending will not differ much from how I expect it to be.

Or maybe it was a gut feeling then, an instinct, something that guided me, letting me know that I deserve better and there is someone better around.

I am getting dreamy and totally not making sense. Shall continue with work.

Cannot sleep

Having some trouble sleeping tonight. After the conversation, it's hitting me more than it normally will. And to top it off, a drunken dad coming home. Sometimes, it's better to be pandang.

Gender Discrimination Impossible!

Some thoughts of mine.


I am never really a person who fights for equivalent for women. Simply because I never sees reasons how women can be as capable as guys. Maybe in certain aspects, YES, women can be better than men, but NEVER ever will women be equal as men!

I am never a fan of AWARE, who believes that gender can be equal and getting all jumpy about whatever Mr Lee Kuan Yew have said about women should stop and weigh the differences between a PhD and ‘love and babies’. That is just an ugly truth that we have to face, we need to give birth, need to carry the next generation and sacrifice our time and body on our next generation, because we are born to do it! I doubt I will see men giving birth in my lifetime. And the statement that Mr Lee seems to me like desperate pleads to women out there in the society to help Singapore with the aging population. Either help to give birth, or stop complaining about the influx of foreign talents. (Article here)

For one good reason, as God has made us, our physical ‘configurations’ are way different. You hardly see a guy being temperamental and starts crying or shouting his head off at his work place when faced with frustration or negativities at work. Yet, I am rather sure that you will see women crying or shouting at her work place to vent her frustration or anger. Simply because, we, women, are much much more emotional than guys!

I am not implying that all women are emotional or all men have great control of their emotions. I am just giving a rather general example. There are EXCEPTIONS and I know of some them.

And most women will never have the kind of reflexes that men have. And also, most women will never be able to do things like men do, eg, going to army?

However, not fighting for equality doesn’t imply that women should be treated as slaves. Seriously, what’s up with the Obedience Wives Club?

What about being submissive in the bedroom, obeying your husband and satisfying your husband’s sexual needs such that he will not go out and look for prostitute?! I seriously don’t see how much this will help or contribute to the tackling of prostitution.

This is sending a wrong message. So for example, you have a husband who used to visit prostitute, found out about Obedient Wives Club, decided to come back, and he came back with STD, will you still be that Obedient Wife and obey whatever that he demand?

That example was a bit forceful. Let’s take a look at another scenario then.

You have a wife who is part of the Obedient Wives Club right before marriage. 7 years down the road, or 20/30 years down the road. When she is old and haggard and tired from everything in her life, yet she still try her best to obey her husband and satisfy his sexual needs, do you really really really believe that 20 to 30 years later, the husband will still stay faithful to her? And not go find prostitute? I really doubt so.

So how much can the Club keep men from going to prostitute and tackle prostitute and other sex trafficking issues? The answer? BARE MINIMAL.

One super ugly truth that we women have to face is, we will not be young and youthful and pretty FOREVER and we will always be aging faster than guys and we will definitely get in to menopause earlier than men have theirs. (Yes, men goes through ‘menopause’, they are know as Andropause.)

When women have their menopause, or they age, or they lose their youth, men will go out and look for other women, be it prostitute or just another woman. (Not all the men do that though, and I seriously hope my man will not do that!)

So tell me, how can the Club combat prostitution or other sex related offences?

No offence meant to any religion or whatsoever. Its just the ideas behind the club that doesn’t seems convincing enough.

And one sad truth, women tried for decades or maybe the whole century, hoping to be equal, but we never will be.

Comparing Life now and before

Having too much free time on hand results in a lot of thinking.

First thing, someone is getting on my nerves. How can someone of that age behave in that way? Shall not comment much.

Secondly, I was reminded of a song that I frequently listened to a couple of months back and now, it still means a lot to me! :D Shall share at the end of this entry if I remember.

Thirdly, the free time that I have on hand resulted in me looking through my past posts. Surprisingly, there wasnt much sad post during those down times. Haha. Maybe I knew something better was coming along? :)

I am finally going to see my love tonight. Tummy, be good please, so I can have my bubble tea tonight. Stop the pain and all the gas!




另一个天堂


你取代 这一秒我生命的空白

问题忽然找到答案
不用解释也明白

你的微笑是一个暗号
我能解读那多美好
梦想不大 想永远停在这一秒

你为我的世界
重新彩绘

*是你带我找到另一个天堂
远比想象中更美
我们怀抱里的这一个天堂
每一个梦想 有无限的快乐

相信你是我的另一个天堂
给的爱多么纯粹
因为你而存在这一个天堂
爱是直达的路线*
因为你而存在这一个天堂
只想陪在你身边

我等待 下一刻再相遇的精彩
每天每天越来越爱
多急就这么简单

生命转到同一个频道
定位我的幸福坐标
我多渺小 能爱着你才最重要

想把你的
明天仔细翻阅

Repeat **

因为你而存在这一个天堂
只想陪在你身边

Lazy Weekends

To be exact, the weekend should include Friday.

I am so so bored at work, with practically nothing to do. So looking forward to tonight, movies with friends!

My love is currently out of town and he is forever so sweet with the things he say, never fail to let me laugh at the gadgets in front of me like a idiot -.-

Any, it is a quiet Friday, hardly anyone in the office, no boss, all not around. Everyone doing their own work and while me slacking my time away.

Shall go and check up on my time table again before doing some window shopping online :D

Bored ttm! I should blog surf as well :)

Constantly reminded

It has always been like that. I always have more male friends than female friends. Maybe it is a concious choice, or maybe it is not, but it seems like it is always easier to hang out with guys who are less petty, less particular about the use of words and the tone of speech.

So like always, there is always frequent chit chat with guy friends and it just constantly remind me of how great my boyfriend is!

Loves. Back to work. Weekend faster come!

Sleepy

Sleepyhead miss her bed.

Time is passing by soooo slllloooowwwwly. After a whole morning of struggle to stay a wake, it is only 10 am?! What is this man? I need a bed to crush into now.

Went to Orchard yesterday and I got something from love. Spent money again! Oh my god. Haha. :p Dearest bought a Puma bag for me upon my request. haha. He is never unwilling to pay for anything that I want. Shall not exploit him too much though. :p

Anyway, I was hoping that typing this entry will make the time fast forward slightly more. I am totally multi-tasking. Reading Breaking Dawn on PDF, MSN on yet I am no replying, typing out a list of things, which doesnt really make sense.

Hmm. anyway, staying awake and hoping time pass faster with typing blog doesnt really work, My eyes are still being pulled down constantly. Or is it lack of coffee caused this? Hmm.

Love my NEW PUMA BAG! Thanks my Love!