.::woots::.

~*the long wanted post*~

a post after the helly exams. so here it is. i had a few busy days but the good thing is i got a prom dress and i only paid half of it. feeling loved. hehe. cool.

then there are quite a few things up in my mind. like it or not, it is there. but it is other people's thinking, i cant do anything. i can only ask myself why. and for all that i know, there is a ton of work waiting to be done.

it feels bad, to realise that at the end of the day, u dont have a single idea what you are really busy with for the whole day.

anyway. hmm. i am back to the topic about hope and maybe how to get your love return. i am being abit bad here. but i just dont really feel good. anyway. this things should not be here. it should be in that holy book that is only read by me and someone that has yuan fen with it. haha. excluding my sisters that is. they like to ransack my stuff.

oh ya. back to my dress. abit ex. but iz filled with love, dont you just agree?my sis say wear liao even look more fat. rarr. but i dun care. haha. so? haha. muahahahhaahaha. see the happy smile? hahahhaha

ok. then here is the rest. actually nothing much. who is interested in watching the performance on 9th dec at PA? only 3 buckx for one ticket. come get it. i have quite alot with me now. hahah.

hmm. i feel pig. i woke up at 2 today!!ok. fine, its 1.30 haha. late right. so super tired. more to maple. haha. no. cannot job adv.

haha. go update your blog idiot. blah. hahaha. but i bet you will only be reading this entry 17 days later. haha. like how you only read the previous entry YESTERDAY? hahaha. where is the entry to sentosa???????????????? hahhhahaha. oh ya. i went to sentosa to get stuck in the rain. hahaha. funny right? muahahhaha

~*ok fine*~
~*thats all*~
~*smile. with love*~
~* C= *~

~*hard to know where*~
~*so we have to try*~
~*but will a wrong step give you a second chance?*~

i went to auntie house today and i came across this article that someone got from Johor today. Ya. apparently someone so free went back in to johor to do her hair. there is this girl who met this guy by chance, they are living in different states in Malaysia. so they got togther when the girl accidentally dial the wrong number and fate brought them together..

after some time, they got together on the phone and sms without meeting up. no chance to meet up. they live far apart. though they did exchange pictures of their own.

then when they are togther, the guy start to work and the girl gets real understanding. she no longer demand that much from him, knowing that he is tired from his work, he will tell him to go and rest and not need to talk to her on the phone. not everyday anymore, not like how they used to be.

then as time goes by, seems like her understanding and ti tie are going the wrong way.and what is the ultimate result? they broke up after a fight.

so how to draw the lines?

i bet this is something difficult for all girls. how to be understanding and yet not let the person be used to not having you around? every guy is nice when they are not together with you yet. but...

so accept the fact that people change and accept the fact that guys are usually more obsessed with games than girls are.

so should all girls be understanding and let the guys have their game before getting back to them? in the life of people around me. the guy can go out as and when he like. but the girl?he is always there to haunt him. ya. this is a bit way too far, but maybe that is just a form of concern? at least he look for you. this is also maybe the guy lead a discipline life. that is what i have being hearing from her though

so. who knows where to draw the line between being understanding and being caring and concern.?

what will you get from overly understanding?

totally not bothering the guy and let him not realise that your are actually shifting further and further apart?

~*nothing much to say*~

.::nothing is right::.

~*so i thought i wouldnt blog*~
~*but i am doing it now*~

THIS BLOODY BLOGGER BETTER BE ABLE TO PUBLISH THIS POST.

what the hell la. what is wrong la. some withdrawal sytomps ah??

rarr. faster go sleep. what the hell. why wun they go sleep.

before i break down.

that is the effect that A level has on me. ok. or am i PMS-ing AGAIN?

annoucement. so it is the rise in progesterone level that is giving me all this problems? most prob.

rarr

.::hmm::.

~*i dont know*~

so it is time to accept this and ya. i am not ok today. but i am ok now

so things should actually take out and say. i know i caused trouble.

i am afraid of the day when it really reach the limit and i hear something that i dont wish to hear.

so i actually wanted to meet up today but i didnt. woah. hmm. ok.

so tomorrow. i feel like going to swimming. i hope i can. but i cant. i am going out to study. i will study k. hmm. haas.

~*smiles*~
~*stand up strong*~

.::when everythings starts::.

~*i post this depressing post in MY SPACE*~
~*anyway, i am ok*~

so, everything started and the most impossible person has a blog and some people have new blogs and i am all so curious about their lives!!! C= cant wait till As is over. C=

many things up and coming and it is certainly going to be a great time to work and gossip and so to all out there, smile and jiayou and this race will be over soon! C=

i am starting to not veri like blogger. i just cant post sometimes. hmm. i hope i can post this time round. it just spoils my mood when i cant post.

and come on. i am into knitting. and next is puzzle and next is cross stitch. C= so much more. i hav the time after As. C=

~*so smile*~
`it will be U and U and U and U multiply by infinite, Nth terms. C=