Enlightened

I heard on the radio yesterday:
There is this story about a man, he has a very bad temper. And he concluded that his bad temper is because of the people around him. So he decide that to put his bad temper under control, he have to stay away from people and be alone. So he decided to shift to the mountains to live his life and be away from people.
Then there is this day, the man make his regular trip to the pond to collect water using a can. He spilled his first can of water by accident when he was on his way back. He went back to get another can, and the same thing happened, he spilled his second can on his way back and then the same thing happened for the third time.

He then got so angry that he threw the can to the ground, and the can broke into pieces.

Looking at the pieces, he realised, his bad temper wasnt because of other people, but because of himself.

So I realised that you know, maybe my temper really needs to be put into control. -.-

And I realised that things can be very simple and nice, just take a step back and not be demanding, maybe things will just get better.

I wanted to bring a magazine back to read last night but I forgot to. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise. Haha. And because I didnt managed to bring the magazine back, I went to bed on time.

Thats all for today. Shall get back to class. I am getting worried for the afternoon CRS test!

Hope dear manage to get a bed of his choice today! Haha. I told him to get the one that the polar bear sleeps on! But got no polar bear gift. :( I can lend you the big pooh bear to sleep with you!

I feel enlightened today

The difference between today and yesterday is drastic! But I am glad things are better now. And I'm feeling more in control of things, especially my emotions.

Shall blog more when I'm in class tomorrow. :) got to sleep!

I miss my darling!

For a moment...

For a moment when I turned out from school, seeing the empty road, I decide to drive slow and yet recklessly. I changed lane without looking.

The next moment, my handphone ring, and messages flooded in. And I am ok

I wanted to...

I feel ashamed at this moment. I wanted to blog, but i think i will choose to pen it down instead

.::A week that just passed::.

I wanna blog about my week that is about to end in less than 48 hours.

Actually, I shouldnt really be here, I should be either busy with work or busy with revising my Basic Thermo since I slept in ALL the lectures or, if not, busy with preparing for CRS. Haas. But still, here I am.

Mother's day is this Sunday, I have given my mother things, but I have yet to decide on what to give Dear's Mum. That doesnt sound like something good. oops.

And the past week, it is definitely more hectic but I think I am finding a balance. Hopefully. Pray hard.

Projects are being settled rather fast and I am glad I did well for welding!

And I found a cool game today!

Had a busy night before we squeeze out time for dinner with my mama. So I am super glad that dear managed to make it. I was still thinking that he might not have the time. Thanks dear!

And not to mention, alot of shifting coming up and alot of new people joining in!

And most of my colleagues are now either getting engaged or engaged. -.- Looking forward to their wedding!

Bubble tea

The boyfriend knew I wanted sweetalk bubble tea for the longest time ever and so he drove to west mall just for this purpose, paid for my drink and ask me to go get it. :)

It was only two sentences and both are factual information. How offending can it ever get. Let's pray that these will get better soon. I think that's one of the few things that is bothering me badly now.

Saturday Sunday

Had a great weekend but not in the mood to blog about it now. Mood swing. Bad and irritated.

It feels bad to forget the date of the month.
But it feels worse to not be reminded by the other one.

Aiya, not like it is important