.::dun blame me::.

`dun blame me
that is the title.

ok. i typed and i lost the post and my sister laughing at me.

and here are some annoucement.

sorry i din turn up for ROD.

and please get well soon

`and you better stop it this sunday. before i go to the extreme. C=

.::something::.

Let what happened in our past be our painful memories
Memories to remind us never to repeat history

Let what we have in our present to be treasured
Treasures to lead us to more futures

Let what we may come in our future be our training
Training to bring us to our together destiny

Remember our together past, treasure our together present
Guide us to our destinated future, together C=

.::yipee!::.

~*i am bored*~
~*actually tired too*~

ok. i was so looking forward to tomorrow when things just got postponed one by one. rarr. nevermind, maybe i can continue to be a maid. hee.

so this few days, nothing much done, just travelling around. but i happy. haha.

faster recover. rarr.

so i am so darn bored and i suddenly feel like going shopping, but my consultant not feeling well and has totally no time for me now. haha. so i am so looking forward to next week and the week after next and especially christmas!!! C=

blink blink. maybe i should go and do somethings now. omg. haha. i feel like munching on chips again. ya. i bought a packet. oops. haha..

i m waiting. waiting. waiting. haha. sianed

what should i do tomorrow?!!! rarr. lol. audition is boring.

that was random. i think thats all, i cant type anymore, or else i will have to split the entry into 2 like the previous one AGAIN. and maybe i can search for a new blogskin? or maybe some kind soul will make one nice nice one for me? C=

~*smiles*~
~*take care*~
~* C= *~
`my mama said 'aiyo, weather not good, drink more water ah.'
`i replied 'aiyo, its gastric la.'

.::2nd entry::.

so here is what Cancer says about me:
She is not a jealous type, but possessive. The best part of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit. Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her, she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her tears and start clean up her apartment normally.

so here is what Leo says about me:
She can be mad and act like a hurricane, and later can be like an innocent kitten

LOL. haha. anyway. i should not be laughing right now. i dont feel like laughing duh. hmm. lets hope for a better tomorrow.

FASTER RECOVER!!! WE ARE GOING SWIMMING THIS SATURDAY!!!! FASTER.

~*smiles*~
~*let me return that with more LOVE*~
~* C= *~

.::SAD? whats that?::.

~*HAHAHAHAHA*~
~*i am more than ok.*~
~*i am totally FINE*~

yea. so things happened and things get settled. there are just somethings that i can do and i cant do.

i din really know what to reply, thats why i din reply till this morning when i was told that i should. i think maybe i sounded harsh. but i can tell you, if i replied you last night, the reply will be much worse. ALOT worse.

so things are somehow settled on my part and we shall see what will happen on the coming days.

there are somethings that, if i want to make myself feel better, someone will have to take the impact, and if i dont want to let anyone take the impact, i have to be the one thinking.

i made my stand clear. and no more i-used-to-not-mind-but-i-mind-now things. we all know what it is. hahas.

and please. for those who dont know a single bloody shit about things, i suggest you better shut up. there is a limit to everything. EVERYTHING. C=

ok. i think some of us also know who we are refering to.

and now, to my nickname on msn. it is a total joke, not totally directed at someone but rather another one. ok. fine. both. but more to one of them. TANGBAO. mauaahhahahahaha. who knows who is TANGBAO? hahahahaha. this is a crazy joke. we will continue our joke this sunday with Lye Yee and Mei Chen. hmm. seems wrong ah. but they totally have no idea who TANGBAO is anyway. muahahhahaa.

i had the craziest night and i had the worst experience. no more will be coming. C=

and i realise i am actually QUITE possessive. haha. oops. there is a limit. MY limit. i know i have a super weird character. rarr. whatever. haha. I AM POSSESSIVE. so what? haha. but i think i am not OVER. because my horoscope says so. as you can see. i am half of Leo and Cancer. hehe.

.::LIFE AFTER ANYHOW ART?::.

~*yea*~
~*i meant to caps the title*~
~*its time to change a skin?*~

hehe. today, ok la. other than the fact that someone tricked me into going kallang so early. oops. weihong, i am so not refering to you. muahhaha

but anyway, thanks to his sleepiness, i got treated. haha. my free lunch. HEHE

so, these few days, i see more and learn more and i run away more.

cant understand. how to shut people up? it is super duper irritating. rarr.

i dont know. hmm. i think i am mean and i was mean and i think i should stop and shut up and dont bad mouth anymore.

hmm. when are we going out? :D

and i feel so like a cinderella on my prom night. C=

with love, dont you feel jealous? :D

oops. good friends and every other nice thing and a nice him makes the night the nicest night

ok. thats all.

~*smile*~

.::my PROM::.

~*19 pins*~
~*and 2 rubber bands*~
~*and less than 2 hours*~

thats me. and my dress and my heels. cant see. it hurts. and waiting for more photos. C=

thanks to Suyin for her grand dad paying for our MAKE OVER

thanks to jiebin for lending me her heels

thanks to mama for getting me that handbag a long time ago

and a BIG THANKS to DEAR for sending me home and paying for more than half for my prom dress and for that nice nice necklace. he spent more than i did for MY prom. -.-

~*thats all folks*~
~* C= *~

my first photo after my makeover