.::sad::.

~*my heart sank when i saw it*~

~*m i forcing him? i tink...*~

in the past i tried to force him to change his tinking to accept my theory in a rude way... but i was jux too anxious to get things right...

now that he seem to haf undstd, i m starting to feel guilty... is he changing for the sake of our friendship? i forced him to change... i know tat... i m feeling sad now...

i wish to help him... but i tink i did tings the wrong way... we were all sad abt wad happened to him recently and we were all concerned... yet our concern cant do aniting... our concern cant help him... he still haf to face tings on his own...

~*how i wish i can tell him everyting*~

~*but i cant*~