.::HUH?::.

~*to be double sure*~
~*i am always asking that*~

so? that dont mean anything. i still cant seem to get everything right. i always forget things and i always overlook things and what else? A HELL LOT MORE!!!

so? what can i say? it is like HELL. i am not doing well in studies and i always fail to complete whatever task that people tell me to do. why?

WHY?

it is those guilt that is filling me up now. i know i dont mean it. who wants to be so not observant like me? who want to be as forgetful like me? cant my mother just accept it or something?

maybe it all started out with a bad day today. i was worried that i might lose her. i wanted to ask her and be concern today morning but all i got was a yell from her to get out of bed and it is never good to have too many women at home. especially those during their critical period. sorry.

it is my fault to begin with, if only i got out of bed. if only i look through all the emails with more care.

ok

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~*smiles*~
~*trying to*~
~*sorry*~