.::The Much Loved::.

i forgot when but then somehow someone came along and i feel that love that no one have ever given to me.

then it was all sweet and happiness

.::emo freak::.

ya, thats me... emo freak.

ok one moment but not the next...

all the days of good treatment are there to make us feel happy. i know. i was happy. but i am not satisfy. i dare say i am not satisfy.

hmm. we are running further and further away from the problem, if that is what you want, you should be happy.

am i just suppose to sit there and cry and blame whoever that caused me to have this problem now? hmm. i don want that and i dont like that. but seems that i do not have a choice.

if there is something that you wish to do for us, for our sake, it will be just trying to convince.

i never not like you doing what you like. i just hate not being able to reach you.

i never not like you going out with your friends, i just hate you for being home late.

i never not like you being with your friends, i just hate you telling me that you not like them but yet you still have tonnes to talk to them about.

not your brothers in all cases.

or am i just starting to feel what you felt days or weeks ago? there is no more left? i dont know.

when was the last time we sat down and talk. no. there is nothing much to talk about anyway. you lead your life and i lead mine. 2 parrallel lines.

but still, it's like this since the beginning, i know that. just that it so happen that we have lesser time to even make a turn to each other. and ya, that problem.

a problem that it dont even occur to you to try and convince her.

so sir, i am here, waiting for orders to leave you when you want me to.

i am not going to sit here and wait. if there is someting that you want to do for US, tell her.

EMO FREAK. stop this will i?

not angry. just want to rant.

.::long ago post::.

~*Once upon a time*~

hmm. was talking to my sisters about my secondary school life and their secondary school life yesterday. hmm. wad a difference or should i say that my sister is more dumb? hmm

so i actually past those 3 days. hmm. that is the long gone feeling, but they are back and as sweet as before. as sweet as it used to be. i tink i should stop before people start to say that i m biased.

hmm. i m feeling tired and more tired and more more tired as the days goes by, maybe i should not even have took part in ndp in the first place.. i mean.. so i have the saturday. hmm. i feel like going to watch the art fest closing this friday, saturday or sunday.. hmm. but by then it will be very late. hmm..

suddenly remeber somting when i was talknig to my sisters. someone used to hide in the cupboard behind my class during one recess simply because he was upset. hmm. that is like.. hmm.. ok, i dunno wad to say.

hmm. so yesterday after that long work day, i went to look for dear outside his school and i waited quite long again.. hmm. maybe i should get used to that. hoho.

hmm. i m so looking forward to the 8th july!! what will we do? wad will i get? wad will happen? hahahahaha..

i want to know but i wan a surprise. haas..

thats all folks. time to work and stop slacking. hoho

~*Much loved*~
~*MeNU*~

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