.::emo freak::.

ya, thats me... emo freak.

ok one moment but not the next...

all the days of good treatment are there to make us feel happy. i know. i was happy. but i am not satisfy. i dare say i am not satisfy.

hmm. we are running further and further away from the problem, if that is what you want, you should be happy.

am i just suppose to sit there and cry and blame whoever that caused me to have this problem now? hmm. i don want that and i dont like that. but seems that i do not have a choice.

if there is something that you wish to do for us, for our sake, it will be just trying to convince.

i never not like you doing what you like. i just hate not being able to reach you.

i never not like you going out with your friends, i just hate you for being home late.

i never not like you being with your friends, i just hate you telling me that you not like them but yet you still have tonnes to talk to them about.

not your brothers in all cases.

or am i just starting to feel what you felt days or weeks ago? there is no more left? i dont know.

when was the last time we sat down and talk. no. there is nothing much to talk about anyway. you lead your life and i lead mine. 2 parrallel lines.

but still, it's like this since the beginning, i know that. just that it so happen that we have lesser time to even make a turn to each other. and ya, that problem.

a problem that it dont even occur to you to try and convince her.

so sir, i am here, waiting for orders to leave you when you want me to.

i am not going to sit here and wait. if there is someting that you want to do for US, tell her.

EMO FREAK. stop this will i?

not angry. just want to rant.