.::tired::.

~* i am tired*~

why am i the one? it felt so bad. nothing is right these few days.

how to make things right? what have i done wrong all these while?

falls and falls, failures and failures.

i hate everything that is happening now. i need a rest. i desperately need one now. i need a good long sleep. maybe i will spend my saturday sleeping. if i can do that.

i went to have another ear hole pierced. it dont feel that pain afterall. or should i say it is really nothing afterall.

i am turning psycho. oh no. stop me please.

my eyes keep twitching. i hate it too. both good and bad. i hate them.

and i am dreaming too much recently. i hate it too. i hate it when you say nice things to me in my dreams.

they are opposite in reality. i hate everything that is happening now.

i do love studying now and doing all the calculations at work. it felt good when you know that there is still something going your way.

i am ok. i know i am ok. i hope i am ok when that day comes