.::disgusted by my own life::.

ok fine, maybe DISGUSTED is too strong a word to use. haha.

hmm. i shall be emo here.

2 issues that make me realise how bad this world is, or at least how bad the people in my world is.

here to mention one single bloody issue.

Have this guy, lets call him Mr AI. He was assigned a task by Bossy Bastard. Mr AI's job was to pass something to someone. We shall not comment on why this guy is called AI by the way.

Hmm. and apparently AI failed to do so.

When i was being instructed by Bossy Bastard to ask AI the reason for failing the task, i found out that it was because someone had passed away in his family.

I dont really agree with AI all the time but, hmmm, i am not unreasonable am i? So i think that the reason he gave was a reasonable one and i think it is a valid one as he even proposed that the accident was in the paper.

so i did my job and told Bossy Bastard the reason. And BLAH! Bossy Bastard think that it is not a valid reason and he got all crazy about it, telling me that it is not a reason.

Bossy Bastard just like to make me pass message and people around me just like to use me as a machine to pass messages to him cause they are just tired of talking to Bossy Bastard.

It is like 'What the Fuck?!'

Always waste my time ask me to pass message and craps, i bet Bossy Bastard favourite pastime is to shout at me and argue with me. Although ultimately, he will either be left speechless or i will chose to give up on arguing with him and let him has his ways since he is Bossy.

Rarr Rarr.

and for the 2nd issue, it is sensitive but rarr. i small part to play for the situation that i landed myself in last nite.

Because of my BAD BAD BAD MEMORY, i totally forgot what i had to do in just less than 30 minute. I still remember it when i was having class, but *POOF* the moment i see my sis Maple-ing, i totally forgot about it and only remembers that it has to be done at around 1.30am!!!

and thank god that i got a FANTASTIC ANSWER!!! nonetheless, i did what i have to do and while waiting for it to be uploaded, i can only envy my dog, sleeping soundly on my bed, under my blanket. and just when i thought everything was going to end, out came my mother to shout at me. WTF. it all makes me feel like crying. argh. but hmm. i got nothing much to say about this issue as i should have expected something like that to happened. either this, or i should have expected a LOOOOOOoooong wait.

hmm. Jie Yim is trying to train her eyes to not see some people. hmm. *THEY ARE INVISIBLE*

hhaaha. someone, God, will do something to them. Oh, by the way, i am on another issue already, there are so many things to say and so many people involved in this entry. woah. when was the last entry like this? hahs.

today is still a happy day on the whole, maybe other than the fact that i cant see Jiangda.

Chicken Pox!!! Argh.

hmm. at least someone is dinning with me tonight. C=

ok, Maybe my life is not that DISGUSTING/BAD afterall.