Always wanted to post an entry regarding NDP or give a 'touching' speech because there are really people who touched my heart during NDP. but i just dont seem to have the time to do it.
So many things changed these weeks and days. and i dont like what i am actually going through. not the working part but just something personal. something not nice is happening.
New work, everyday work and i am looking forward to the courses that i will get to take.
looking forward to NDP thank you party and i suppose i will be back next sunday. i hope i will go back and i still owe Loris and Doris from PA stuff. shit. siam. haha. i will hand in the NDP soon. i think it will be tonite.
sinking into the vicious cycle although i know it is not right. i thought i told myself to never let that happen to me again.
shit him, why did he let me see him and him talking? if i dint see what happened, things wouldnt be like that now.
and this is the vicious cycle of hoping, and then disappointment comes along.
i crossed my line. knowing that i did, i still hope and i still get disappointed.
JIEYIM! hoping for both the best for me and the ............
