.::The cold weather::.

again, i am feeling cold. is it the weather or just me. i always ask myself this question.

maybe, really, sometimes, somethings are just too late.

i went somewhere that i haven been to for a long time. ok, 2 months is rather long.

if only i had the chance to talk before this happened or after that happened. maybe things would not be like that now.

please let me get busy. i dont want to be left with nothing to do.

i want to be tired and not wake up in the middle of the night.

or maybe, better still, dont wake up at all.

stupid. this was soemthing that i choose. why did it have to rain.

will things change again these few days?

kill me please

.::after so long::.

someone reminded that it is time to update my long dead blog.

someone told me something the other day and it totally caught me by surprise. dint know that such kind of people exist. to think that i am thinking about it all day and still...

there is this person who wasnt some good girl from the start. surprised me and i really dunno how to put it into words.

the children are innocent. adults should not abort a foetus just because the father is not responsible.

it is so cruel. so so cruel. how she dared to put herself in all these kind of danger.

sometimes, somethings are just hard to say.

regrets are something to live with for life.

a walk home last night. long walk. an injured ankle for a few days for god-knows-what-reason, it just hurts.

sometimes many things just come back at once. i m sorry but maybe i am realli too late.

i dont know. it is different