.::brotherhood... take it away if u realli want::.

~*i lost my right to choose*~

~*since the time i choose to be wif dem*~

i m tired abt everyting...sumhow i m... i just came to realise tat i no longer haf a choice in whether to continue helping the sec3boys or not... cox i noe, no matter wad choice i made, the outcome will still be the same...

i didnt do much for dem, except for playing along wif dem... i m 'complained' by all lot of ppl for being biased... wich i wun deny... i M biased... but no matter how much complain i heard, i never care... cox i believe in wad i m doing...

but sumtime i start to tink whether everyting is worthot or not... den i can oli accept the sad reality...

the reality is... to continue helping dem... keep hoping and hoping... becox i dun haf a choice...

i wun haf the heart to let go... that is one ting for sure...

and wadever tat i do, i must tink of a whole lot of consequences... in front of different ppl say different type of story...

and wadever trouble or other stupid ting tat dey do, the next ting tat i can do, is to help dem settle it... i dun haf a choice...

iz tiring to say diff story, but i still haf to continue.. its tiring to pick up the mess... but i dun haf choice...

i nv put in so much... i m just like a mother... tat is wad i feel... sumtime... watching dem grow... hoping the best for dem...

i m selfish... selfish to haf the tout... i know sum mayb joking, but sumhow i just feel tat sumone or sum ppl in the grp realli mean wad dey say... kick mi out of the group...

if dey realli do that, i can onli smilllingly return the brotherhood shark teeth to dem... do i haf a choice? i dun haf... cox i know even if dey choose to take the shark teeth away, i will still do wad dey say... i can oli accept it... i will oli b sad, but i will not gif up on dem or do aniting bad to dem... cox i know i wun haf the heart...

~*i can oli say*~

~*i just hope the best for dem*~