.::Life is full of everything::.

~*I start to think*~

~*and accept that life is full of everything*~

~*Cause everything is life*~

~*Without everything, life is not around then*~

i dunno wad realli happened recently... seems like a whole chunk... so much that i m all messed up... so messed up tat i dunno wad to handle first... i m scare... scare tat i will regret...

one by one den...

it all happened when sumone told me sumting... or shd i say i asked sumone sumting... i m sensitive... i sensed tat sumthing was amissed... so i went to ask ard... just like wad i tout... haix... another accusation... but it resolve in the end... sort of resolved... wad else can i say besides accepting it? i know dy still rock...

hb...

thanks for everything... thanks for clarifying.. i know rumors are hard to avoid... i undstd... thank you for being dere ah... hehe... i m fine... thank you for the trust u haf for mi...

haix quite sad lahs... u see lah... how mani ppl in the gang can be trusted? i tink oli ppl like dal and hb oli bah...

for dose hu want to know more, cum and ask mi personalli... see i willing to tell u or not lah...

next is kh... haix... wad can i say? i can oli say i haf no time for him...

it is sad to know tat ur friend dunno wad u are doing for him... the same case.. for so mani years and i didnt even get the basic trust... to him i m still friend hu enjoy humilliating him... haix... so be it...

i know u will sumhow read dis entry... we hang up the fone and dr u 3 similar bomb cox we are pissed... 'thank you, both sincerely and sacarsticly'... wad is tat suppose to mean? wad do u tink we tink? so we choose to take the bad extreme end...we spend hours on fone... hoping tat he will undstd... but he dun... nvm... we hope tat sumday he will... but wad we gt in the end? tat thankyou tingy... so how m i suppose to react?

i may be a bad friend to u... i m treating u badly... but tink abt it....wad m i actualli intenting to do thru dose stupid act... dun tell mi i enjoy taking the risk of being humiliate by u in return? i know sumday u will do sumting in return and u did... dun tell mi i humiliate u hoping for myself being humiliate in the public too?

i may not always be dere for u when u are down... but think of wad we4 went thru,.. i know as foursoome it izzen much... but simply the 3 of u? dose late nights are not wasted.. i hope... but i m wrong... u nv undstd wad we are trying to do...

we can simply be doing the same as wad others do to u... ignore u... tat was wad we did... and wad did u interpret out of it? we simply hope tat u will know how impt it is to make more friends and not rely on us... but? haix experimental failure bahx...

let our friendship end here...

tat was never true until wad u decide tat it will be true...

i dunno wad is in his mind... ppl nowadays are getting more and more complicated... life is never normal again... wad can i do? hardly anione out dere i can trust... except dose 2 tat i mentioned...

i m just another failure here sia... i failed to earn trust from ppl... so wad else can i say except blame myself?

~*Life is suppose to be normal*~

~*u may think it is normal now*~

~*but wad is the definition of ur normal?*~