.::something on::.

and that was a stupid title because i know... i am only typing someting now only for the sake of typing. so many things locked up within and i need someone to talk to but then again, i know i cant...

the time spent doing cross stitch and the time spent staring into space is the best now i guess.

today service was great... think alot and realise that no matter how alone you are, He will always be there with you...

i know i am getting people worried. maybe not people but just one person.

maybe somethings are just not meant to be. or maybe i am just not meant to be. and sometimes when you have alot of time to urself, thinking too much becomes a problem. or maybe dont think is the problem. i am not thinking enuff. my brain is not good enuff.

no no, not making any senses here anymore. oh no... haas

and will just need to learn to smile and laugh more.

i need to sleep more now maybe... random thoughts are nothing good.