A happy deepavali

Did i get that spelling right? oh well... not that i really care. i think i only cared that it gave me a holiday...

anyway, went dragonfly last night. i am firm about something. I LOVE TO DRINK. i love to get drunk. and to be able to keep yourself in control is IMPORTANT! i like that though. i concluded that you need to drink alot to get high to be able to dance mroe happily. haha. so i shall drink more the next time. hehe. :p

hmm. anyway, i drank afew glasses of blacklabel with coke. and 2 glasses of vodka lime. crazy. i think it was the vodka that made me high. -.-

and woke up at 11 this morning, went over to dear's house and went for the malay wedding. then went to his house, wanted to watch Pride and Prejudice but i think that show, you need to be really interested to be able to sit thru it. it is slow and dry and nice. :)

anyway, was feeling asleep and went to The Linear to view an apartment. not the best that you can get around. maybe it is the weather that made me not like that place. or just that i am sleepy and also not to mention that the blood is flowing and making me all uncomfortable. -.-

went back to office, took something, and asked something, and got a reply that made me feel stupid. -.- ya, maybe it is just ME that people always dont feel like talking to. but seriously, i dont even know the head and the tail and i assumed that she knew and saw the invoice already. and it just makes me feel that she dint want to entertain me, like dont undstd wad i am talking about. or rather, dont feel like bothering herself to understand what i am talking about. -.- irritating when you know that you cant offend her.

anyway, went to pass someone something and i asked where we are going and i got a reply that make me so stupid again. of course i know you need to go queensway but how do i know that if you have other plans? or i shouldnt even ask. or should i assume? or maybe i am really dumb to not see something so OBVIOUS.

and then was dinner and the stupid mosquito thing. YOU DO GET IMMUNED TO MOSQUITO BITES. not all people though.



"Some people become so desensitized that they become "immune" to the itchy bites"

thats what the webbie said and my bio teacher told me.

Apparently, when you introduce yourself to a new environment, and obviously, a new breed or group of mosquitoes, you get mosquito bites. over the days and weeks, you realise that you dont feel the itch and the swell anymore. just like when we shifted in to new office or new home, days or rather weeks later, the bites doesnt affect you anymore. simply because you are more tolerant to the saliva left behind by that group of mosquitoes.

i know the point is not about getting immune or not, but how irritating mosquito can get when they fly around.

but the thing is, i may not study alot, but there are things that i know i know. not some gossips that you hear on the streets. i do have knowledge of some kind.

like how fat molecules in your body breaks up into more when they get too fat. they split like cells and making you get fatter easier, because there is more fats molecule in your body to take in the fats. argh. thats difficult to put into words.

sometimes, it is not about me doing it and asking for it even before someone has a chance to do it or show it. sometimes, after waiting for a long time, the thing still dont happen. so about asking for kisses. it works for a few days? and thats all? and now. i just want someone to hold my hands and walk down the street or shopping centre. i dont even know how to place my hands. let them swing there? put in my pocket? fold my arms? but i will think. what if it is not he dont want to hold but just that i never let him have the chance to? so at the end of the day, my hand still hang there weirdly, with me not knowing what to do to them.

me not taking enough initiative or too much.

movies time!