A cute one

I was driving back alone just now and I realize that someone actually took the trouble to send me home by a long route for a good half year. -.- unbelievable that he really did this. And even more unbelievable that I didn't notice. -.-

Had the following conversation during lunch
Lady "he is reserved for my daughter."
Dear "how old is ur daughter? She still overseas right?"
Lady "she will be back in 2 years after her phd studies"

Then I had the following conversation with dear after the lunch
Me "got people want to introduce daughter to u ah?"
Dear "ya lot, her daughter will be back from phd programme after 2 years"
Me "good hor, got a phd"
Dear (reacted rather violently) "crazy ah, she will only be back in 2 years, by then I'm already 30 leh!"
Me "haha but got phd leh and 2 years only, not bad what"
Dear "haha, ya hor, only 2 years and got phd leh. Ok lor, I will take the offer."
Me "-.-|||"

Haha. Super cute la. That was a silly conversation but it feels sweet to hear and know that he has that thought. :)

I love you!

I feel like crying

Suddenly, I feel like crying. I think it is just PMS. But it doesnt really feel good when it felt like no one cares.

I dont know what I want. That is the worse thing that can ever happen.

Maybe retail therapy will help but things doesnt help when you have no money and no time and no one to shop with.

Love

And it feels like love all over again. :) maybe confidence is all that is lacking on my part

原来我自己怎么卑微

是一个残酷的事实。
为何一切都比须盈满， 为何不能说，说到底，那也是因为自己技不如人。
为何整天只想要一点问候的话语。为何自己说活越来越小声。不知道什么时候会说错话。为何和其他人说话时总怎么开心？还是只是因为我没机会看见不开心的时候？

现在很想躲起来哭。戴太阳眼镜的好处。哭了也没人知道。

还是他生命中的人注定不是我？

Hmm.

It felt like I'm incompetent. And not about the work scope. I think I'm not

LASIK

I did my LASIK today. Yucks. The eye drop is super yucks. Never tasted medicine so bitter before. And now, we had macdonald and now having cakes at mccafe. Going back to sleep more later when I'm back. :) going kl next week!

Loving iPhone! :)

I'm loving this iPhone darling so much! It is so much better than the blackberry bold that I had previously. Like it has a unique human touch and it just make doing all the other things that u do with your computer so easy to do with an iPhone. Oh ya, I'm going to set up a Twitter account! :) that sounds like something fun other than sharing on facebook. :)

I just can't wait for the coming week. I'm going to work hard so that time pass faster and I can faster see my dear and I am going to faster let time pass and go get my LASIK done. :)

That's all folks. Shall see if there is any apps for twittering. :)

Data and SMS

Oh ya, and I realized that I should just email my dear instead of smsing since I don't have enough SMS every month but have more than enough data every month. :)

More posts!

Maybe I will end up with posting more regularly now that I have an iPhone. This is just so cool and so easy to use. And for the fact that I have 12gb of free data. All these doesn't hurt me. :)

Going for a movie alone. Hope to spend some time on my own. Just walk around. And now, I'm hungry! I'm on the way to jurong point on bus. :) shall go and explore my iPhone. :)

My darling will only be back on wednesdy night. :(

Blogging with iPhone

Yeah! I got my iPhone with the help of dear. :) he got it for me! And I'm going for LASIK next Thursday!

By the way, dear went to china. So now I'm alone in Singapore. :) I shall sleep now. Tomorrow is a busy day and I'm hungry now. :) Iphone does wonders! I think it is just like another lappy la! :)

I would appreciate if you don't bitch about me and do get your facts right. Yea you, I'm talking about you. :)