Silly little stupid irritating things that were taken into the wrong consideration

Sometimes, I think I am just too anal and over sensitive about all the silly little things, that I know are not logical, but tell me, how silly can it all get.

I am so irritated by myself. so irritated. and so irritated that I even get bothered by those things but I am still bothered.

Why she make herself sit at the passenger seat when my boyfriend is the one driving and why is she the one sitting next to him and not me when we are having lunch.

But anyway, they arent suppose to know.

So stupid right, but not like it matter to anyone other than me. I lost my appetite and just feel like finding someone to sms but that person didnt reply.

Sometimes I wonder what will happen if I dont talk. I think I will be forgotten. Maybe the only thing in common is work, and that I dont understand because there is just this much that I know. Actually it feels like I know alot but maybe sometimes things werent told to me but you thought they were and it is tired to think of things to talk.

I am tired to think of things to talk so I shall remain silent.

I feel like crying

Suddenly, I feel like crying. I think it is just PMS. But it doesnt really feel good when it felt like no one cares.

I dont know what I want. That is the worse thing that can ever happen.

Maybe retail therapy will help but things doesnt help when you have no money and no time and no one to shop with.