Nothing interesting in life to talk about at this very moment, just a hell lot of complains. I need motivation badly. I hope I do well for this upcoming exams cos thats the nearest motivation that I can wait before everything just dies off.
Work, Study, Love, Life, Family, Dog
Work, there isnt anything much convenient to describe here but the fact that there is always things that have to be said more than once, only to realise that they still dont understand makes me ANGRY!
Like the following example of what happened:
Me: I am driving now, I dont have the name of the client, just go there, call the person and ask that person for the Client and Project name.
XXX: Ok, so later you sms me the Client and Project name?
Me: ~!@##$%^&*
Please, enlighten me, what is this all about that I said that was difficult to understand?
And the same type of silly situation happened in this particular teleconversation that lasted for less than 1 minute TWICE.
I swear I would have rammed the vehicle that I am driving into his car if he is driving in front of me!
So. That should summarise the kind of situation that I am facing most morning. Not to mention all the morning calls that I have.
I quite hate the fact that at times working hard doesnt help. Because clients dont appreciate. Maybe this is just part of life again.
Study. Nothing much as well, but maybe this is the most interesting part in my life now, with cute and entertaining class mates. They are just like my JC classmate. I am glad I have them in my class! Haha. Sleeping in Basic Thermo becomes a norm. It is just so difficult to stay awake, maybe I am just allergic to his voice.
Chionging for test. MUST DO WELL!
Worried for maths and thermo!
Love, other than bunking in with Dear
I feel myself misplaced at times, not knowing what is the right thing to do at times. So much so that I feel like staying alone and be alone most of the times. I dont really like the idea of being around people. Seriously. Something is wrong I suppose. Like I dont even know what to do or how to behave appropriately when I am around my loved ones, that excludes my own blood related family members. I think I should snap out of all these though.
Life, that part, just more Wii-ing and more swimming and more coffee and more shopping. Looking forward to trips. I think I need them badly.
Family, like have more time to dine with mama nowadays that I hardly go home. I think they are glad without me around as well. But surely not my dogs! Haha. They wag their tail so hard when I am home! And I think one of them needs the vet.
Thats about it. The one month.
I was reading someone's blog that day and that person mentioned about people around him getting married with them at the right age and all... I think I salute those who took the courage to take that step into marriage. I think it is something so alien and something so difficult to maintain and to keep it up and all. I think being in a marriage feels even more difficult than raising a child.
There are people who are in marriages who is full of joy and sparks and passion and everything good, though some small setback here and there that we as outsider will never know about, but still good, with a smiley husband and cheerful wife most of the time.
There are couples who are in marriages that are just so 'formal', sleeping together in one bed at night with a big gap in between two of them. Minimal talking and not to mention, always with a stern husband that hardly smiles and a quiet wife when left alone.
Sometimes I think it is the world that we are in that makes marriage almost impossible. Look at the time spent at work, look at the list of things that we need to handle day in and day out.
Marrying your job or career is so much better and easier if you ever have a choice of that.
I once thought that it was easy and I would like to have it. But then again, I doubt that now...
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