.::crying again... cox i learnt::.

~*looking back*~

~*i expect to realise how silly i was*~

~*but oli to know how sad i was at tat period of time*~

mayb to alot of ppl i dun seem to be going thru alot dose dark days, wichis actualli last week... cox when ur see mi, ur feel tat i m orite...

yeh... i was orite on the surface... aniway, today when i went back to read the entries, not oli m i amazed by how mani entries i post, i was oso amazed by how i managed to get thru dose times...

iz like... even when i read back, i can still remember how sad i was... how i felt tat nuting can kip mi going animore...

but today, ur saw a different mi... i m oright now... i was just too stressed up? cox tings turn out well when i started to go out and play, and when time solve all my questions slowly...

the time pass real slowly... it is... except in the morning when i m in sch... i will not haf time to tink of tat... the rest of the time, i m jus plain depressed... but i m orite now...

i shed tears when i read the entries again... i realised how much friends ard mi played a part in my life... even the person tat i hate most played a part... i learnt to not b merciful to ppl like dem...

i realise tat i may claim tat i dun care, but sumhow, at the end of the day, i care... i just dunno how to say... ix the same feeling as not being able to open ur mouth to tell ur parents : 'i love u'

i realise tat no matter how down i m, sumone or her will always be dere... i m just feeling damn guilty tat becox of mi, i hai until so mani ppl unhappi, especialli daryl... i oso mah fan alot of ppl... thank you Daryl, Zhongyi, Sam, Zhenyu, Weihong, Shibin, Yincheong, Hannbin, Dallan, i tink i missed out a lot of ppl... wah... i created trouble for dese ppl... dey r dose hu helped either by cheering mi up, helped mi, or simply just listen to mi... iz enuff... :) tats the best that i can ever get...

realised all dance ones? yeh...nhds rock on... we r one big family... :)