Friday, March 24, 2006

.::i am alive::.

~*will i survive block test?*~
~*i dont know*~
~*i only know i tride my bestest*~

school system abit funny huh... expect someone who failed promotional exams to do super well in block test one when the others around her who did pass promotional exams are doing just as bad as she is...

anyway... i am just so not happy that she manage to move on... i mean i think i put in more effort than her... i think i can do better than her... i think she dont deserve what she is getting for her test...

she manage to get a whole lot of help and that let her move on... she managed to scrape pass the marks... i cant... just by one mark... which i cant find anywhere...

lets wait for the result... i know i am so not going to do well...there will be another struggle again... to stay or not to stay... but i know i die die want to move on... so jiayou~!!! i got a good civic tutor... he will help!!!

ok... today... last paper for block test... i decide to give myself a break and visit some people that i hardly find time to meet up... i met up with yong kee... the cute little boy that i had been spending time with ever since he is in his mam tummy... cute little fellow... he will be a clever or rather cheeky guy one day when he grow up... and he will sure attract a whole lot of girls...

haha... another baby is coming into the family... i mean my auntie's family... she is a family friend... she was our nanny when we were young... and now we are still close friends... i mean our family lah... haha... a nice woman... always knows what a child wants... she will let us arrange all our dolls along the corridor when we were young... we played with doughs... and she made a whole lot of new clothes... not for us... but our dolls... she let us bring dolls out for dinner... she let us buy a lot of sweets... she spend a lot of money on us... next time it will be my turn to dote on her grandchildren...

and she is also the one paying for my facial treatment... i mean that mask thing... she rocks...

anyway... met up with auntie and went to yongkee house... this little fellow having fever because growing teeth... played and after facing the computer for a long time and help his mother print 2331 pieces of envelope cover, i decide to take a nap... yongkee and his mama keep trying to wake me up... trying to find someone to entertain his son bah?

haha... there is this stupid wolf who said i sound like his mother!!! sobs...

heres a nice song:

Down
Lin Jun Jie
I can't believe it
Tell me i'm dreaming
That we are still 'we'

It was amazing
Said you were lucky
That you found me

It was on a rainy day that we met
You didn't have a place to go
I said we just met so lets go slow but no
You just told me to keep you from the cold

Sorry i can't take it
Why did you fake it
Why did we kiss

And i'm just down
You left me with a note without a sound
I figured i must have been such a child
You'll never know how much i've been around
How my heart just frowns

If you're down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your clown
I'll take you round and round and
If you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'd drown

And baby that'll be my one last vow
what a nice sound
haas
`will you be my teddy bear?
`will you be my clown?
`will you be there?
i typed them word for word from the lyrics that came with the album...
hees...
~*did i say that tarot cards rocks?*~
~*i think it is obvious*~
~*did i say lin jun jie rocks too?*~
am i suppose to hope? i dont know...
am i suppose to be very happy about what is happening so far? i dont know...
am i suppose to catch anything? i dont know...
am i suppose to know or am i just ov sensitive? i dont know...
am i suppose to be delighted for whatever that i got from you? i dont know...



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