.::a few things::.

just a few things that i really have to blog about.

first, i am using another computer in the office and i am so not used to it. the keys are so small and i am just not used to where the backspace or enter is because it is just a different keyboard.

anyway, that is something super random and not important

this whole two years, i dont think i wasted anything and in fact, i learn quite alot of things from whichever source.

firstly, i think i never regret this one year in this company, i really learnt alot and i mean alot. i forge great friendship again, people who are knowledgeable in their own field and knows alot of things just cant wait to teach me things and get to learn more about computer stuff from me! :D that is something happy for me. because they are willing to teach me, means i get the chance to learn more things.

then again, there are unhappy things that is always happening and i dont know how to help. things are just not going right for him these few weeks.

it is first the new car, got involved in a small accident which result in the damage of the bracket and having to change a new light, and for a BMW, that is around 2k? hmm. then after servicing, he ran over a nail and damaged his tyre. whatelse can be more suay than all these for a car that is just about 2 months old.

and there just seem to be more to come. the termite attacked buddha painting from thailand, me quitting, officers not happy about him, workers arguing and quarrelling with him. what else?

and cashflow. hmm. shall not continue with this topic, it is jsut endless. hope that things will be better for him. dont want to see him die afterall.

and then i went cycling yesterday although i should be at PA having dance practice, but i think i deserve a break after all these years. i know laoshi deserve a break more and i am not the only one feeling tired, but i think i really wanna think about what i want to do in life in the coming years. because, for now, i think getting achievements in career seems like a better idea.

but then again, i never regret whatever that i had done. just wished that i had managed my human relations better in the past.

and then again, i dont know what went wrong between me and him. cant it be just simple friendship? if there is something that you need to say, something that u hope that i will do, just tell me. i know and understand your pride. but then again. haix. nothing much

i realise there are so many things i wanted to do, wished to do in the past 2 years, but i didnt do. i choose not to, i know that. but then again. it is over.

and now it is a new life!!! :D should i celebrate my BIRTHDAY?! JIE YIM DEMAND A PRESENT! :D

kidding -.- haas