Someone told me...

Someone told me that I am strong. Very strong. But do I want to be the way I am now? Do I want to be strong?

Sometimes it just gets so lonely that I dont even feel like going to bed, so lonely that I dont even feel like smiling and be happy, so lonely that the slightest concern can move me. But sadly, that concern is never from the right people.

No one will understand the effect of chocolate on me. Someone gave me chocolate today, it brighten my day for a while. Quite a while.

For the second time in 4 days, I have to order food, planning to have it in the restaurant, changed to take away at the very last min... No seats and I am alone.

"Will he reply?" is what cross my mind everytime I send him something, msn, SMS. And it is always so difficult to keep a conversation. I think it is difficult when one doesnt want to talk.

Study!

I want to watch fireworks. Maybe it is time to take some time alone. New year eve :) I hope.