Monday, March 21, 2005

.::dance again::.

~*NHDS*~
here i am blogging about dance again... maybe i shall talk about wad happened to me on friday?
ok...early in the morning... zhongyi touched on the sensitive topic... the things that happened on thursday... later... me, him and sam stood there and hear someone talking... i think your know who i am refering to...
i don't know why... but when sam asked me to go away, the first thing that i did was not go and look after the others who are doing warm up... i went to the back and cried... kind of stupid huhx... but to me, i don't think zhu lin deserved the treatment that they received... feeling sad for them... and feeling sad for having HER in NHDS...
inside me, i am kind of angry with her for argueing stupid things but part of my heart still tells me that she is not that bad after all... she is just not good enough... although i am sad, i still told the others, who are scolding her, that, SHE is not that bad...
I don't deny the fact that she is not good... but she is simply not good enough... she wants to help but she didn't put in enough commitment...
maybe some people disagree with me and think that i am just her DOG or something, but i still have the same stand... i m neutral, but abit against her... she is not that bad... she is just not good enough... she is bad compared with previous in-charge. but she is good compared to others currently...
people please accept the fact that she is not that bad, but not good enough... another bad thing is the fact that she don't think that she is bad... maybe give her time???
for all my previous years in NHDS, i keep on hearing things like dance will fall when Xwho everX batch leave... but i can tell you... that will never happen... because the graduates will not allow that to happen...
~*from the moment we enter this NHDS family,*~
~*we know that one day we will leave the family*~
~*but we know that all our memories will still be linked*~
~*to keep the memories going*~
~*the only way out is to keep the family going*~

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