.::i dun realli want to move on::.

~*the earth keeps revolving*~

~*the time keep moving on*~

~*can the time just stop taking mi along?*~

~*i hate moving on*~

i hate changes... i never welcum changes... i dun wan changes to my life... i lyk it the way it is now... to mi, now going to sch seems to be a chore... i dun feel the bond... everyting is just different...

mayb rite frm the start i shd not have even joined dance... if i have know tat i will get so emotional, den i wun...

i go back nhss omost every single day... i know i dun haf a choice but to let go... but it is forever easier said dan done...

besides nhds, there is oso DI.. jus another smaller scale of nhds for mi to at least feel the bond... practices tat end late... and the fact tat my dad dun lyk dancing, makes him gif nasty remarks... he make his daughter sound like a BITCH!!! wad kind of dad do u tink he is? simply bcox he used to b a gangster and he assume tat i will b one?

forever others children are beta dan his own... forever others children more polite dan us... forever others children more sensible dan us...

(crude mi... click ontat [x] on top to stop reading... everyone haf a choice)

other children beta, ask them call u daddy lah... other children more polite, open ur eyes big and wide see hu greet the elders and hu dun... other children sensible, den ask dem cum ur hse live lahx... in my point of view... they r sensible cos dey dunit to spend time on deir studies... no matter how much time dey spend, dey oso get the same grades... den might as well learn how to be housewife househusband...

oli remember how bad we are... didnt realised the fact tat we stick how much gold onto his face... mi and sis get the best results in his side of family... his sister's grand-daughter DROP OUT!!! BAD CASE... his sister's grand-daughter can stay out all nites wif guys dun cum home... his sister's grand-daughter can sit in the coffee shop for the whole day...

u call tat BITCH and xia4 jian4... u call tat luan4 gao3 outside... DUN USE luan4 gao3 ON MI!!! I M NOT HER...

~*stop mi froming going back to NHDS and DI, and you will see the other side of mi... the bad mi... u will never want to haf a child liddat... i m optimisstic... but there is always a limit... i haf a choice to be bad or good... i wun want to change my decision now*~