.::I dunno why::.

~*i realise i m lying to myself all the while*~

~*so how?*~

haix... all along i tout tat i played or shd i say i bullied him for the sake of training him... but today, i seem to realise tat tat does not seem to be the truth... or shd i say we managed to change him but turn out we dun like the new him...

no one can deny the fact tat he is getting more and more hot tempered recently... iz true lor... go ahead and ask ard... i m not the oli one hu feel that way... iz commonly known even in his family... god knows wad happened sia... haix...

all i can say... version2 seems inachieveable... cox all of us are sick of his reaction and stupid attitude... he is just turning into sumone hu cant accept jokes... we dun like dis kind of ppl wif us...if we can accept dis kind of ppl into our group, den we can accept sum other ppl le lah...

for goodness sake... u r the one hu bind the 4 of us as terror 4... u were wif us... u were once part of terror 4... but u intro li into the group...u make ur own choice... u choose to be the demon... even if u didnt say sumting like tat...u gave others tat message: 'i dun mind being the demon for the terror 4'

and i can tell u... u failed to rise... u didnt rise on ur own after each attack... if we didnt gif in, will u risse? go n tink...

version2 seems so impossible now... to tink tat we actualli started out happily today, tinking how to celebrate ur bday... we were just wondering whether iz time to stop targeting u... but so how now?

version2 is unattainable oso becox of the fact tat u know tat u can never be able to bring good influences into the group...so why the hell in the world did u even go and think of version2? more and more frequent quarrels and arguement... maybe iz no longer ur gang... sumone just told mi he dunwan his *** near his gang... so wad can i say? iz no longer ur gang...

no one bother to go and tink abt wads wrong wif u animore... is ur tolerance level realli tat low? tat wasnt the case in the past... if u realli tink tat wif us, there is oli fear, den dun bother... bye bye are the oli 2 words i can gif u... we can live life well in a demonless world...

'why r u pissing off? i shd be the one!'... fancy asking mi why... u can get angry and say bad tings and walk away... since u haf the rites, why cant i haf mine? still tink stupid mi go and be nice to u... ask urself... was my tone bad rite from the start? i sounded nice i remember...i realli wanted to pass the tings back to u... so how the hell in the world would u feel if i scolded vulgarity to u when u were nice to mi?

yeh... maybe dis call for celebration... u did learn sumting from mi... throw away all ur belongings... but cum to tink abt it... hu r u? dis ting dun work for all... u r diff frm mi... ppl may cum aft mi if i do the same ting... even if dey dun, i will still turn back... but wad did u do?

u throw away everyting and u didnt realise tat it dun work for u... and u didnt realise tat whenever i do tat, i will either be asked to go back or i will go back on my own...

u cant put down ur pride... we r back to the same topic... can u put down ur pride? haix... frm wad i see, i realise tat i shd not comment again... haix... just accept it bah... u know wad i m trying to drive at... haix... is dis suppose to be sad?

know sumting? i suggested sending the same message to u to end the friendship... haix but the sad ting is... no one even care... i tried to be nice... i sounded nice at first... but how was i treated?

just like wad er say... sad lah!!! terror 4 is together... and u will oli be demon and nuting else.... accept all four or accept none... we stick together...

~*ya... mayb u tink we suck*~

~*but tink thru why we choose u and not sumone else?*~

~*take it or leave it*~

~*we dun like a demon wif attitude*~