.::why did i fall for him?::.

~*why did i fall for him?*~

~*i dunno*~

~*i no longer tink...*~

~*i feel*~

why did i fall for him? i don't know... and i choose not to tink...i choose to feel my way thru tings now...i m happi now... so be it...

yup... he is not the best guy ard... but i dunno why...i still dunno why...so i choose to let tings go the way my heart want...

i consulted my tarot... although dey told mi nuting will work out... i still choose to not believe my tarot dis time round... i dun care le... but... m i rite or not? i dunnoo...

the oli ting tat i noe now is the fact tat i m happi... and i know i choose dispath myself... so i will be happi... no matter wad the outcome will be... or should i say... at least i m happi now...

life is liddat... u can oli be happi when u choose to be happi... u will never be happy when u oways choose to look at the bad tings... look at the nice and sweet tings and life will be better... believe mi...

i used to be depressed... cos i choose the wrong route...i looked at the bad tings... i tink too much... i tink it is now time for mi to look at the good tings in my life... in this case... i didnt choose to cry over wad happened previously... instead i lived on... and i m happy now tat i haf him in my heart... although i seriously tink tat i will be sad in the end but i dun care cox sumhow i know i will be happy if i chose to... abit no link... haha...

but the main idea is to be happy... choose to be happy... and not be sad all the time...

it is oli a crush for now maybe... but i m happy... and i will remain happy...

busy wif nkf and ndp recently... watch NKFs ah... dis sunday DI gt perform and next week nanhua syf dance item... i gt take part in dis sunday one... tml going studio or should i say later? hee... friday oso going... den sat gt ndp training... den sun gt nkf actual... yeh....hee... tired but kind of fun... like i say... it is the company tat matters...

went pa today and saw a stray kitten... should be oli 2 weeks old nia... poor ting... cant stand it when it cry... i admit i omost cry... cox it makes mi tink of my kitten tat had past away... i fail to take good care of it... just when i tout it wun die... it will survive, it die... hannbin was sort of entertaining the cat lah... haha.... christine went wif mi to the float...trying to find back the kitten mother.. although i know the mother no longerwill want it le... as it haf human smell... but i still want to try...we cant find aniting... yongxuan was like scare of the kitten liddat lor... aiyo...big guy still scare little kitten...

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9.30 finali arrived...den move the drum den went off... we took the drum sticks home...except for yx lah...den walked out wif da jie and yx... den went to eat wif yx den take 985 wif yx home... suck lah... the ride suck lor... darn long... sia... sian... finalli reach home lor... haha...

going to see him soon... hehe... lame lah... i dunno why... i just feel now n i dun tink why i like him... cox seriously... i cant find ani reason....

~*life moves on ah*~

~*feeling my way thru and not tink*~