Thursday, June 30, 2005

.::m i realli happy?::.

~*i will be happy if i choose to*~
~*i know that*~
~*cox i said tat*~
~*i will try*~



i don't even know why i fall for him in the first place...someone who i thought i will never fall for...but the feeling just come...he is so near yet so far...i don't know what he is thinking... and i don't dare to hope much because of my tarots... they are telling me not to hope too much...anyway... i also don;t have much time to think that much... don't let me be alone and i won;t start thinking...



will i be able to see him tomorrow?+++i don't know


will he call when i am having exams?+++i don't know


why he contact me and not the others?+++i don't know


what is he thinking?+++i don't know


am i thinking too far and too fast?+++i don't know


he is asleep but i am not+++he don't reply+++maybe he will call back+++i don't know+++but when he does,i still don't know what he is thinking



so what do i do next? i am waiting again... maybe i will admit soon...but what will happen after that? i seriously don't know...



will i see him tomorrow?+++i don't know+++i don't think so---



happi'LY'...haha...LY is the surname for 'Happy'



went mediacorp today...saw tay ping hui...and ann kok... and vincent Ng... dunno his eng name la...wong qing hai... he talked to mr low...hee... they do know each other... he veri shuai...hee... fri still got...hehe... can see more stars...and... i shall not add... friday tired le...sat ndp den sunday nkf... hee.. starting item...hee...



~*we did talked*~
~*but not much*~
~*my mind is filled with 'I don't know'*~

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