i dreamt of her

i dreamt of her on Tuesday night, dreamt of alot of roaches crawling around, surprised, i am not scared.

i was hitting the roaches and then someone told me, roaches went into ah ma's ear.

i wake up, realising that ah ma will never talk to us again.

and i dreamt of her last night. in my dreams, alot of us were in a vehicle. driving around and somehow, we see something and we all start to cry. because of her.

i walked past a funeral ytd night. i heard whatever that i heard on Tuesday night and it felt bad, really bad.

time will wash away everything. one day, people will stop remembering her and we will all stop crying over her.

i will stop crying over her soon.