.::The Rain::.

it has been raining these few days. it really feels very weird.

After all the fooling around and all the company that i had the past few days, now everything back to normal, it seems like we are all back to reality.

wads the truth? the truth is everything is different le.

i have heard so much, seen so much, even said so much these few days.

the void feeling.

true, when she is ok, no one cares. whats the point of me thinking now?

it is not sudden but it came fast.

speechless, dunno how to say. i think i am not the only one who felt this way

and maybe thats the reason why, the atmosphere at home ytd night feels so different from any other day.

not because we are all tired. but becuase we realise that everything has really come to an end.

i feel like crying. it feel so weird.

My grandmother passed away on the 25th September 2008.

i am not closed to her, but i enjoyed her company, i never hate her although she never really dote on us.

i am glad that she gave me such a big family and i am glad that she was there when i was unwell when i was young. but still somethings just have to end some day.

maybe to some one, we are all putting up an act. but i am sure i feel something and i went through more than what that hypocrite went through.