.::NDP end::dont talk to me about my blog face-to-face::.

~*things are over*~
~*when will we meet again?*~

suffering from post ndp saddness... everything end le...

i was alright that night... i was still consoling a girl from guides cause she was so sad that things had ended...she miss the food the rehearsals the place the people the marshals the other guides and the wonderful experience...

i think i don not feel that sad because i know i will have a chance to see those dancers again... as long as i go back to pa i will get to see them...

but i have to admit... i do feel abit sad... those few people who helped us and let our things run smoothly, they are the ones who 'feed' us...oop... the ones who brought us food and guide us around... thanks to (especially)CK and ZhiXiang... i think i didnt remember wrongly... that should be their name... we were kind of crapping away when art 1 started... didnt really do that a few practice ago... thanks

they are really the ones whom we dont know when will meet again...and even if meet... will we still rememeber each other... they really helped us alot...

i am feeling worse day by day... things end le... should i go for practice this sunday? i still thinking... haix... cut cut cut...everything have to end...

i want to take part in ndp again next year!!! i dont care!!! haha...

thanks to all the people who have helped us in one way or another... without anyone...things would not be that good... and lucks to all of them... that zhixiang going japan to study lor... attachment... glad to have know these people... wonderful people they are...

come the serious part...

please dont come and talk to me about my blog and what i had blogged... cause i seriously dont think talking to me about what i had blog is necessary...

at the point of time when i am blogging, i am feeling sad and down... i woke up early morning feeling happy and was hypering feeling super happy all the way... until... dont come and remind me what i have blogged... dont blame me for being hostile cause when your tried to talk about what had happened on my blog... it may not make me feel sad but it will definitely make me feel bad... bad as in bad mood...

get the facts right... why bother to come and talk to me when what is written on my blog is what i am thinking? this is MY blog.. i have the rights to type anything... sad or pessimistic or fake... why bother to come and tell me those things? you have the choice to not read MY blog right? click on the cross up there and everything will settle and i will feel happier...

but i dont mind people commenting on my blog on my tag... i just down want to let my blog have the chance to spoil my day... whenever i read my blog... i am preparing to feel bad...cause usually would not be too happy after blogging...

whatever it is...whether or not you are feelingafter reading this entry, i dont really care...i dont want to be hostle face to face thats why i didnt really say anything even though i was not very happy then...i dont really know why...but i know you kind of spoil my day...and i believe that will never again... am i right?

sorry for being quite straight...

and to all...any comments,besides regarding blogskin or layout,others please keep it to tag or email me...

~*things seems straight*~
~*but i can say*~
~*it is not the straightest way*~
~*EVERYTHING had ended*~
~*temporary...i know*~