.::sorry is all that i can say::.

~*sorry*~
~*thats all i can say*~
~*somehow it just seems like the same mistake*~
~*someone out there*~
~*kill me please*~

i am so tired of everything... so sorry about everything... i dont know what she is thinking or what he is thinking... sorry is all i know now...

but somehow no one just seems to care... no matter how many apologies i give, i know it will change nothing...

why must this have to happen? maybe i should have just stayed at home and study and be a good girl...

the same old mistake... i did something wrong... i conveyed the message without thinking about consequences...

i am tired of crying... i cried the whole night... something just triggers off everything... and i cried the whole night...

what is this? someone tell me how to solve this problem? i created a mess out of everything...

i dont know how to face them all... how? i didnt mean it... i didnt think... i am starting to feel stupid... i am very stupid right from the start... there is just so many things that i feel but i cant say it out...

so many that i am tired of keeping them inside me...

so many that i dont know who to turn to cause i dont think they will believe me...

i waited but there was no reply... no reply... no one bother to reply or no one knows what to reply...

someone please settle this...

i shall not be the one in between anymore... i am scared... very scare... scare that i will make a blunder out of everything and make things worse...

he is always there for you... so much that he had done for you... for one sentence, you overlook all the past that your had together... it is unfair to him...

everyone knows how tiring it is to wait for someone... there will be times that you may just say that you want to give up but i know that things are not that easy... it is only something that comes out from your mouth and not your heart...

it is just something from his mouth and not from his heart...

i am feeling very guilty... how am i suppose to sit for my exams when i realised i do not even have the basic common sense?

seems like everything just started out with me...

i am starting to feel so stupid... what have i done to deserve all these?

i kept saying sorry but i know they dont help... but what else can i say?

sorry... there are just so many things that i know one word is not enough to do any help... sorry...

maybe it is time to reconsider my use on this planet Earth... before i contribute to further depletion of the resources... maybe it is time i do some contribution... to be part of the fertiliser for the earth...

when will that day come? i dont know... maybe it will come fast cause i cant find any meaning in me, such a useless person's use on Earth...

forgiveness maybe something nice and happy but i know it is something hard to achieve...

things are not the end between your two... i sort of contributed the start... i will not allow me to be the one who lead an end to it...

this thing is not destinated to end yet... not yet... not now... not when i caused everything.. not when everything is because of something that i said...

i am tired... i hope i can choose not to help buti realise that the trouble is because of me... i have no choice but to continue....

both of your deserve to be happy... please be happy... your know how to make each other happy... just whether you choose to do things that way or not...

~*forgive me*~
~*dont let things end this way*~