.::绿洲::.

绿洲

当孤单干渴了我

是你开凿了河流

当狂风沙绝望了天空

是你开出花朵


我没说的你却都懂

连最隐密的伤痛

曾经世界就快要沉没

如果你没来复活我


还记得你说你爱我的时候

星空下有温柔的微风

我疲惫的心又开始有梦

再也没离开过

忍着寂寞 穿越最荒凉的沙漠

找到失落已久的绿洲

如果这是生命的尽头

我会微笑着接受

当我找不到彩虹

是你放回我心中

当我遗忘快乐的感受

是你又教会我

if your cant see the words, try changing the encoding to unicode. C=

just realised that this is a nice song.. and i am going to get the FIR new album soon!!! and i hope it will be real soon..

oh no.. prelims coming.. hmm... what will lack of sleep result in?

breaking down.. yes... thats what happened to me yesterday and i promise i will not allow what happened to me yesterday to happen to me again..

i know how bad it affect others.. and i am guilty for what happened last night...

anyway.. when was the last time that i feel what i felt today? missing someone.. and i mean.. badly.. hmm.. get used to it girl.. no choice.. ya.. no choice..

anyway.. i am still a happy person!!! C=

hmm... played warcraft again after god knows how many years and oh my.. hmm.. cheat makes it sian but i am still not in the mood to challenge myself.. so maybe some other day? current favourite is still piano and maple.. hmm.. piano.. sobs.. cant play on my computer.. oh ya.. did i say that laptop is MINE?? muahahaha.. dont ill treat it.. haas.. it has my name on it.. haas

oops.. possessive..

hmm.. serious.. it is time for diet.. i mean.. please.. not for the sake of aniting, but just health.. i know if my weight go above 50kg, i will start to heck care and soon.. unhealthy obesity..

ok.. hmm.. now... touch on the topic that i wanted to a few days back...

i saw these 2 groups of performers recently.. although both are on misson to promote Christianity during chapel, i saw what i always like to see from them..

i think it is only something that performers can understand.. not performing just for the sake of performing but for the sake of the enjoyment that you get from it.. yes.. i felt that before and i got those back in those years...

maybe not as much as those performers that i see but i am starting to miss performing again.. if i did not perform in nanyang cc that day, i bet i will be missing performing even more now..

that form of pleasure that you get when you know that people may be enjoying and people are all looking at you.. the pride that you get when you know that people enjoyed after you put in so much effort...

ya.. maybe given my character.. i am a leo, ok.. half a leo, i want recognition and i got it when i hear praises or when you see result during competition or syf..

yet i know, at the same time, i am getting the enjoyment from the time i spent with friends before and after performances..

although i know how good it feel to be performing and enjoying, i also remember how performing become a form of task and responsibility and job and hmm.. what other word to describe? i tried that before and then i realise that everything can never be the way i want them to be ALL the time...

performances with only 4 or 6 people.. not to say that the feeling is bad or something negative.. but at that point of time, performing is no longer for enjoyment and time spent withfriends but simply performing for the sake of performing..

talk about the enjoyment you brought to others when you are on stage.. it is simply undescribable cause you never know when there maybe someone who simply love what you are doing and enjoying as much as you do...!

To dancers out there!!!
LOVE what you are doing on stage.. you never know who else is enjoying the performance as much as you do.. and you never know if that will be the last time that you are doing that particular step on that particular stage or things like that..
Recall.. when is the last time you perform in your school hall? the esplanade? the kallang theatre? the victoria theatre? the UCC? the drama centre? or maybe just NANYANG CC? haas.. when was the last time? and simply ask yourself.. when will be the NEXT?
you never know..
so LOVE whatever you are doing on stage!!! C=

To other performers out there!!!
LOVE what you do on stage cause you never know how much impact it has on others!!! C=

ok..thats all.. hmm.. more mugging bahss... haas.. do not really have a choice, do i?

i have a choice.. i have the choice to face it all with a SMILE~!!! C=

~*smiles*~
~*i am missing you*~
~*training?*~
~* d= *~
~* C= *~