.::i try to think from another way::.

~*i realise the feeling is still there*~
~*i tried to feel how it would feel like to treat him like a normal friend*~
~*but the feeling is weird*~

i thought through the night... i realise that there are just somethings that just cant be let go off so easily... time will heal... i know that... hee... give me time...

there are just so many thigs happeneing around me... there are limited things that i can blog... cause i seriously dont see the point for blogging some things like HAPPY stuff unless they are really interesting...

the feeling is very bad... somehow... inside... but no longer that intese... cause i accepted the fact that things are just like that... things can change very suddenly... just whether i want or not...

for all i can say... i just feel stupid for sinking myself into all these things and making myself suffer... but now things turn out to be good... i got some good things in return... they are HAPPY... they are living in their HAPPY LAND... while i live in mine... this is better than all of us suffering...

no one is at fault... no one should apologise... except maybe for me for dragging people into this situation to feel sad together with me... i am very guilty... all i can say is i appreciate all the listening ears that people lend me... or offer me...

whatever happen, just stay HAPPY... i know your will... and if there is anything that you need help... come to me... i will be more than willing to help... ;)

to anonymous... not that i dont want you to tag... but just the fact that i dont like the idea of people hiding something from me... anf finally of all... thank you for being there... :)