Thursday, July 07, 2005

.::the smile no longer holds::.

~*i failed*~

i hate spending my day time alone and i hate spending my night time with a whole group of people... an unknowingly depression and saddness will just set in... without knowing why...

i failed to appear happy... i failed to be happy... i failed to let her be happy...

why things choose to come all at one shot? stupid ginas... what is that particular one thinking? his thinkng ah... haix... no one understand... i failed to understand him also...

i suddenly have the urge to change my blog skin... but somehow i am just too lazy... the smile on the pooh no longer seems that genuine... a tingy bit of fakeness i sensed... maybe the smile on the pooh face is what i am wearing on my face... smile on the outside... but does anyone knows when the pooh crys?

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