~*Happy birthday to me*~
~*thanks ACTIVE hOTLINEs*~
after what happened on the 22 july... i feel very depressed... bad mood and stuff continued till 23 july...
when i was on 985 to PA... i suddenly have the urge to just let go of everything... i don't want anymore responsibility on my shoulder le... i am just so sick and tired of taking charge... why take charge when i am so bothered by how others look and feel?
maybe i will be happier without having any responsibility...
when i reach PA... i was not in the best of mood... until i reach padang... things got abit better... called the 2 active hotlines... one of them came over...
haha... these bad 2 days... all thanks to the 2 active hotlines arh... hee...
when i was waiting at gate 5 for our turn to perform... i finally know how bad it feels... i am not happy and yet i have to smile as though nothing is wrong... the performance went on... it is not the bes... i keep doing the wrong things.. .maybe i was not paying full attention...
i think it is good that he didn't come today... if not i will be even more pissed...
then when i was on my way back to PA from padang... i started crying after my mother hang up the phone... i doubt anyone saw...
i feel darn bad... the whole family have to wait for me... wait for me to cut cake... rush home after that...
had a lot of surprise from people... as in friends... i didn't expect them to remember my birthday... thanks to ken junying and serena... thanks alot...
feeling better now... jus abit sad... this is definitely one of the worst birthday... but nonetheless, i am glad that i still have friends with me...
finally... great thanks to the ACTIVE HOTLINEs again... SzePheng and JinWei... thanks for listening and all the HAPPY BIRTHDAYs
~*It is true that when you do not think that much you feel happier*~
~*I only realised that when my birthday is officially over*~
~*Thanks for everything*~
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