.::Life moves on::.

~*Life move on*~
~*one life, live it*~
~*used countless times*~

Realise mine title kept repeating? Cause the same thingsjust keep surfacing...
I am always fretting over stupid things... and fail to get myself to take care of the important things...

I read from someone blog and was sumhow and someway enlighted...

Life is just filled with ALONE-ness... you maybe spending alot of time with people whom you don't know and passer-bys... but that is just physically... what about your emotions? when you are with the crowd, are you always thinking about the crowd? or are you alone somewhere in some deep thoughts?

at that time... the you, with the crowd, is only a shell... a empty shell that only few can manage to see... while the rest just see you as someone, all heart, body and soul with them...

i realise that most of the time i am ALONE in my thoughts in somewhere even when i am with a big crowd... i think that is the reason why i hate big crowds... more people there, more people you have to notice of and try not to let them know you are thinking of something else...

there are just countless of passer by in my life and in yours... that person may play an important in your life... but who knows the next day he or she may just leave you...

i agree to the fact that we all came into the world alone and leave the world alone... in the end, all the people around you will end up being just passer by... cause they can't leave the world with you most of the time...

lying in the bed every night...
have you ever think about what will happen tomorrow?
will you still be alive?
will you still be able to see that friend of yours?
when was the last time you met a particular person?
if you are to pass away now, what will be your deepest regret?

from all of the above, i only know that i still do somehow, miss him... just that abit of feeling... cause i am trying to put things under my control... stop missing him and having feelings for him... give me time... that day will come... i kept telling myself that... but when will that day come? i have no idea... =)

went for NDP today... for all i know is sometimes you ahouldstill hang out with the crowd...it does makes me feel better... but i don't like the way the day is ended... maybe i shouldn't even...

i shall not continue... with that stupid thing that is going on in my mind... it has no link

from all i can say... there are just things that i can never have it announced in my blog... how i wish i can just blog everything down... but i can't... not just this incident but also alot from the past... what i have written here are just kind of misleading... i just want to lead readers away from things that i really wish to say but i can't... guilty... but the situations do not allow me to blog everything...

coming into and leaving the world alone, link me back to the fact that we are waiting from the day we were born... the day we were born... we are waiting to be fed... waiting to grow up... waiting to nurture the next generation... and most importantly waiting for death... should i be sad that WAITING and being ALONE is just part of life? i have no idea... so i choose to accept it and do nothign to it except bringing it up and talk about it every now and then...kind of dumb... but... what can i do?

to her: i am ok... at least i think i am... or should i say at least i am ok in the days... haas...

yah... i realise another thing... i am just kind of FAKE... or should i say darn FAKE... seriously... i may seem ok, but i may not be ok...

i hate night time... the time when i am ALONE... alone to face the whole world... but did your ever realise that you a ejust more daring at night? it is because of the fact that at night you are in your own world... whatever you decide to do, you pay less consideration to what the world and people around you will think of you... so mostly DARING things are done at night...

HAHA... clever me... clever analysation... bleh... =P keke... whatever... ;)

oh ya... and i realis eanother thing.. most people gets moody, and i mean extremely moody at night... there are just people with you in the day to 'support' you... when night time comes, you realise that no matter what happen, you are still alone... the world is just the audience... with the support gone, you just choose to let yourself go moody...

and it could also be due to the fact that during the day you have to control your mood to suit the world... at night you just choose not to care... cause at night, the world just do not seems that scaring...
i am tired... tired of whatever that is going on... at times i feel like a failure... i have no idea why...

~*be happy*~
~*live in your own HAPPY LAND*~
~*help to build up others too*~
~* ;) *~