.::sorries::.

~*sorry for turning to you when i am feeling down*~
~*thanks for being there and listening*~

seriously, i don't know who is it who tag those message...i will cheer up... give me time... i have to... i don't have a choice... life have to move on... i seem to have so much things to say but i can't... i seem to have alot of things to tell them in their face but i know i can't...

i don't know whether my intuition this time round is accurate or not... maybe i am thinkng too much... i shall not say it out... i don't know how others will look at me if i let them know it...

i know there are people out there who care for me... i know thatall along... but even if people care, things still bottoms down to me whether i want to tell them about what is going on in my life... i choose not to... not because i don't have trust in them but because i wish to keep things down and i don't want to drag others into this stupid thing of mine... this is really one BIG stupid thing that i got myself involved in... but... they happy can le...

i am thinking about something... i don't know i got that thought to make myself feel better or it is really true... by the way... the thought is just the same as my intuition... haix... i shall not continue on this thought and intuition thingy...

i am starting to think maybe i should just let go... seems like i am left without a choice, do i? and who is anonymous? not say hate it when people don't leave their name lah... but just that i don't like the feeling... the feeling of not knowing something... just don't like peope to keep things from me...

just smsed my friend... thanks for everything... i have decided to let go... haas... things just seems that easy now... cause i had such a bad time these few days... so i willbe a happy person again tomorrow... i will try my bestest to be happy... i promise myself... hee... my target... by this weekend... i will let go... but i think i will still have hope...

~*jie yim lived in HAPPY LAND*~
~* :) i finally feel that i am smiling again*~