Please dont sound like you told me EVERYTHING, because you didnt. Just because sub-conciously you remembered you told someone, or to be more exact, you remembered you telling a girl, doesnt mean that person is ME, because it is not.
I didnt know of anything. I didnt know that you had physio, I didnt know that you dropped your car in the showroom and I didnt know that this morning you had training because you never tell me anything. So when I asked, please dont reply me in the I-told-you-already or how-come-you-dont-know tone.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Friday, October 08, 2010
steamboat
Had steamboat yesterday and it made me want to work harder! I want to increase my GPA. Feels difficult! Hmm
Sometimes it is sad and angry to know about things of your boyfriend from other peoples mouth. But after that moment of anger, I realize that getting angry just because I want him to know that I mind. Getting angry all the time just because I want attention but I guess that it isn't going to work anyway. So no point getting angry and getting the attention because it doesn't really mean anything. Waiting to get into the plant and I'm hungry! Hmm. What should I have for dinner? Haha
Starting school soon! Have to catch enough sleep so I don't sleep in class! This holiday is over in the wink of an eye. And please someone remind me that I have to apply for my GEM this Monday!
Monday, October 04, 2010
hmm.
This morning, a message came in. 3.955 GPA. hmm. It could have been better actually. But it is very good already.
Should I go? I asked myself. And then I decided to go. Then I asked, what time we going? Not going le...
HELLO! Can you all like at least inform me?! Felt so idiot.
Hmm. I want to knit, I want to read, I want to do cross stitch.
Should I go? I asked myself. And then I decided to go. Then I asked, what time we going? Not going le...
HELLO! Can you all like at least inform me?! Felt so idiot.
Hmm. I want to knit, I want to read, I want to do cross stitch.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
God have his way
So many things happened these days but everyone is still kept busy and the job is being spread out. Haha. God really have his way. (: bless my dear.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
blog
Shall blog while waiting for the guys to come out. Hmm. Realise something recently. I suppose it is the level of maturity that matters. I can't be finding for those kind of teenage love out of what I have now. I should grow up! Someone is in India!
Monday, September 27, 2010
Something today
Something that happened today made me realise the need to be optimistic.
Whatever that happened the past week threw all the efforts down the drain. And today, nothing happened is the fact that made me realise that being optimistic is more important than anything.
Whatever that happened the past week threw all the efforts down the drain. And today, nothing happened is the fact that made me realise that being optimistic is more important than anything.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
so many things
There is always so many things to SMS. But the sad truth is, I never get long SMS. I hate short replies and I hate no replies before. But I changed. I changed to accept.
worse drive
That was the worse drive back. From office to lawrence house on a Saturday. I was so drowsy from the medicine. And I was so careful but everything seems so blur and so not true. Oh my.
Once upon a time
Once upon a time, someone once told me something to convince me that things are suppose to be the way he said it should be.
Today, it reminded me how I used to spend my weekends when he is not around. Saturday is suppose to be days spent on catching up on sleep. And weekdays are just so busy with classes after classes, night class and driving lesson.
I was so alone then that I turned back to JD, hoping that there is someone who can talk to me. I didnt admit that before to anyone. No one knew about this and I suppose it is really stupid then.
I needed someone around me. Today, I remembered how to spend my weekends. But I also remembered how someone once knew that I was lonely but yet I am alone now again.
It is nice to knit and finish things up. Oh no, I am hungry.
Am I making sense? You can be alone but not lonely. I am not lonely.
Today, it reminded me how I used to spend my weekends when he is not around. Saturday is suppose to be days spent on catching up on sleep. And weekdays are just so busy with classes after classes, night class and driving lesson.
I was so alone then that I turned back to JD, hoping that there is someone who can talk to me. I didnt admit that before to anyone. No one knew about this and I suppose it is really stupid then.
I needed someone around me. Today, I remembered how to spend my weekends. But I also remembered how someone once knew that I was lonely but yet I am alone now again.
It is nice to knit and finish things up. Oh no, I am hungry.
Am I making sense? You can be alone but not lonely. I am not lonely.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Someone
Family members think she is 'fake'. Not 'fake' in a bad way, but rather, she might not be as nice as she protray herself to be.
So what was she thinking when she sms me, telling me to remind my boyfriend to bring his passport? Why didnt she sms him directly? Was she trying to let me know that she know more about him, know more about his needs, or just plainly, want another person to remind him?
What puzzled me was, why cant she sms him directly and why didnt she want to sms him directly? maybe she really just wanted another person to remind him.
Sick again. another time in less than 2 months. Not pleasant. I slept the whole day yesterday at the boyfriend's house. A nice place to sleep. Quite and no disturbance.
So what was she thinking when she sms me, telling me to remind my boyfriend to bring his passport? Why didnt she sms him directly? Was she trying to let me know that she know more about him, know more about his needs, or just plainly, want another person to remind him?
What puzzled me was, why cant she sms him directly and why didnt she want to sms him directly? maybe she really just wanted another person to remind him.
Sick again. another time in less than 2 months. Not pleasant. I slept the whole day yesterday at the boyfriend's house. A nice place to sleep. Quite and no disturbance.
Friday, September 03, 2010
It has been long
It has been a while since I last post. It is good, it just means that everything is fine. Whatever that occur here are hardly good stuff anyway, and I will hardly be in a pleasant mood when I start to post. And thats why I am here now.
I have work to do, but I am feeling plain lazy, knowing that even if I start, I cant finish it now, so might as well dont start. I shall do it over the weekend.
And it really take so much to stay happy, take so much to be ok about things, only to realise that deep down, there is still someone who affects you so so much.
I was browsing on facebook and I remembered another date, important date of my life. Okies, lets move on. Haas
I am sleepy and my eyes are uncomfortable. I suppose it is the eye liner. It irritates my eyes.
And once again, it is just me that is unsure about things and that doesnt require any assurance at all. Who am I afterall?
Sometimes, when the right feeling comes, nothing can be done to it right?
I have work to do, but I am feeling plain lazy, knowing that even if I start, I cant finish it now, so might as well dont start. I shall do it over the weekend.
And it really take so much to stay happy, take so much to be ok about things, only to realise that deep down, there is still someone who affects you so so much.
I was browsing on facebook and I remembered another date, important date of my life. Okies, lets move on. Haas
I am sleepy and my eyes are uncomfortable. I suppose it is the eye liner. It irritates my eyes.
And once again, it is just me that is unsure about things and that doesnt require any assurance at all. Who am I afterall?
Sometimes, when the right feeling comes, nothing can be done to it right?
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
Useless
No one ever taught me that we have to take different role, take different approach when it comes to handling certain people. Nobody taught me that I cant do the same things as you do and I have to speak to them in another way.
But things doesnt help when I have such a bad morning and the next moment, that person came to me. I tell myself I will talk to her nicely but all she does was just 'shout' at me. You will only understand when you sit there.
I wonder why am I allowing myself to go through all those when the person sitting infront of me is just a supplier? But I know that I can never get that same price else where. So after putting up, I cry. Stupid and useless but thats about it.
But things doesnt help when I have such a bad morning and the next moment, that person came to me. I tell myself I will talk to her nicely but all she does was just 'shout' at me. You will only understand when you sit there.
I wonder why am I allowing myself to go through all those when the person sitting infront of me is just a supplier? But I know that I can never get that same price else where. So after putting up, I cry. Stupid and useless but thats about it.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
坚强
今天有人告诉我，我要坚强，不可以有半点垮下的现象。这样我才能勇敢，才能配的上。
可是我可以不要勇敢了吗？因为我怕。我怕当我学会了，我还是会一个人。原来，要选择离开比什么都来的困难。可是，也忘了，曾几何时，沉默变成了我们的沟通方式。
The Irreplaceable One
Do you believe that there is always this irreplaceable one in your life, with an attachment that is irreplaceable?
I was once told that, and I once believed in that. The inability to imagine life without someone might be the reason that made me believe in it then.
But over the days, I realised that this kind of bond or attachment might have the chance of being replaced.
I remembered those days when everything seems right and now, desperately trying to find out what is wrong and putting everything back into place, hoping that I will have enough time for all of that to happen.
I remembered how it felt to be afraid of someone, frightened by the fact that I am going out with that person. How the moment we meet up, the moment we start to talk, I am like giving all sorts of information, like 交待-ing. It was so pretty obvious to the one listening but not to me, only at the end of the whole conversation did I realise what I have been doing and it felt like a total embarrassment.
I remembered how I will make sure that I have something in my hand or I tucked my hand somewhere that couldn’t be reached. How I stand far on the other side of the lift on the way up. How I always hope that I will not meet any red light that I have to stop or any long red light.
But then some things are just meant to be. On a day that was so important to someone, I probably made it the worst day ever. Compared to whatever fear I felt with another person, the idea of living with someone else who I cannot comprehend was so much worse. It was once comfortable but when it is not, and I start to compare when we are not alone but with other people, I decided that this wasn’t what I want. Not the kind of event I will like to turn up in, not the kind of people that I can imagine myself hanging out with, not the kind of situation I will like to put myself into, not the kind of feeling that I wanted myself to be in. I don’t want to be with a group of people, older than me but not in thinking wise. It makes feel that I am moving back instead of forward.
There was no love then I suppose. The painful truth there and then was that. There might be once feelings of thrill and crush that teenagers have but not love, for either one, at that moment.
It might be just something for my lonely soul then. But things didn’t go well when things start to drain energy away. Maybe going back to something familiar then was the better alternative. Like the saying goes, it is always better to be with someone who loves you more than you love him.
Something just made me realised the fact that then, whatever choice I made was just the best of the two alternatives. And yes, with time, love can blossom. But by then, everything seems too late.
I was once told that, and I once believed in that. The inability to imagine life without someone might be the reason that made me believe in it then.
But over the days, I realised that this kind of bond or attachment might have the chance of being replaced.
I remembered those days when everything seems right and now, desperately trying to find out what is wrong and putting everything back into place, hoping that I will have enough time for all of that to happen.
I remembered how it felt to be afraid of someone, frightened by the fact that I am going out with that person. How the moment we meet up, the moment we start to talk, I am like giving all sorts of information, like 交待-ing. It was so pretty obvious to the one listening but not to me, only at the end of the whole conversation did I realise what I have been doing and it felt like a total embarrassment.
I remembered how I will make sure that I have something in my hand or I tucked my hand somewhere that couldn’t be reached. How I stand far on the other side of the lift on the way up. How I always hope that I will not meet any red light that I have to stop or any long red light.
But then some things are just meant to be. On a day that was so important to someone, I probably made it the worst day ever. Compared to whatever fear I felt with another person, the idea of living with someone else who I cannot comprehend was so much worse. It was once comfortable but when it is not, and I start to compare when we are not alone but with other people, I decided that this wasn’t what I want. Not the kind of event I will like to turn up in, not the kind of people that I can imagine myself hanging out with, not the kind of situation I will like to put myself into, not the kind of feeling that I wanted myself to be in. I don’t want to be with a group of people, older than me but not in thinking wise. It makes feel that I am moving back instead of forward.
There was no love then I suppose. The painful truth there and then was that. There might be once feelings of thrill and crush that teenagers have but not love, for either one, at that moment.
It might be just something for my lonely soul then. But things didn’t go well when things start to drain energy away. Maybe going back to something familiar then was the better alternative. Like the saying goes, it is always better to be with someone who loves you more than you love him.
Something just made me realised the fact that then, whatever choice I made was just the best of the two alternatives. And yes, with time, love can blossom. But by then, everything seems too late.
先入为主
先入为主。
1. 以为先接受的思想或形成的印象是正确的,不容易再听取不同的意见。即怀有成见
I supposed that was what happened over the phone on Monday night.
1. 以为先接受的思想或形成的印象是正确的,不容易再听取不同的意见。即怀有成见
I supposed that was what happened over the phone on Monday night.
The opposites
Opposites do attract.
I once thought that lying next to someone I love is warm, but turns out it is not how I thought it will be.
I was once glad that I found warmth. Once. I really mean physically.
And with expectation, comes disappointment. I should be immuned to them by now. Should be, I have to be.
And the dream on Monday night, I rather I didnt dream. Because waking up to nothing, is the worst situation anyone can be in. At least I didnt dream last night, though I had the urge to go over every night.
Wake up!
I once thought that lying next to someone I love is warm, but turns out it is not how I thought it will be.
I was once glad that I found warmth. Once. I really mean physically.
And with expectation, comes disappointment. I should be immuned to them by now. Should be, I have to be.
And the dream on Monday night, I rather I didnt dream. Because waking up to nothing, is the worst situation anyone can be in. At least I didnt dream last night, though I had the urge to go over every night.
Wake up!
Monday, August 23, 2010
Friday, August 20, 2010
Bad Day
A rainy morning, a bad jam, a bad drive to work, and to realise that the computer doesnt have sound, and needs to reboot, to realising that the gold ring on my table is gone.
It is gold in colour but it doesnt mean it is real gold IDIOTS! Ungrateful bastards.
Super pissed. I am to blame for leaving it there but then again, why steal?!
And if I dont even have $10, why would I ask him to wait for me to be back. So what if that is all that I am left with? Blame it on shopping. Too much shopping. But that comment was totally unnecessary. Not like I like the fact that I am broke.
It is gold in colour but it doesnt mean it is real gold IDIOTS! Ungrateful bastards.
Super pissed. I am to blame for leaving it there but then again, why steal?!
And if I dont even have $10, why would I ask him to wait for me to be back. So what if that is all that I am left with? Blame it on shopping. Too much shopping. But that comment was totally unnecessary. Not like I like the fact that I am broke.
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
What a day...
What a day. I am feeling so warm now. Oh my...
Hmm. There was something that I wanted to blog about and I forgot about what it is all about. There is so many things that I go through my mind all day about what I should blog about but at the end of the day, I forgot all about it. Oh my.
But... hmm... so many things crossed my mind today. Doing so many things and all the time driving, so many time to think. Haha. so many things went pass my mind. Haha.
Shall go knit.
Hmm. There was something that I wanted to blog about and I forgot about what it is all about. There is so many things that I go through my mind all day about what I should blog about but at the end of the day, I forgot all about it. Oh my.
But... hmm... so many things crossed my mind today. Doing so many things and all the time driving, so many time to think. Haha. so many things went pass my mind. Haha.
Shall go knit.
Monday, August 16, 2010
A happy day
总的来说，昨晚是一个蛮开心的一晚。
And for now, I am sleepy. Is it true that I can no longer live without the car? Hmm. Or is it just another habit that one have to get rid of? hmm. Something to ponder over.
Shall try to study tonight. Hmm.
Should I stay in the office or should I go home and study?
Today is 七七情人节.
Sometimes, I just hope that I dont try so hard to be good and right all the time. I will remember that smile when I opened the violin. Should I call that a laugh? haha. That makes my day.
And for now, I am sleepy. Is it true that I can no longer live without the car? Hmm. Or is it just another habit that one have to get rid of? hmm. Something to ponder over.
Shall try to study tonight. Hmm.
Should I stay in the office or should I go home and study?
Today is 七七情人节.
Sometimes, I just hope that I dont try so hard to be good and right all the time. I will remember that smile when I opened the violin. Should I call that a laugh? haha. That makes my day.
Sunday, August 15, 2010
at night
At night, when all i see, he is just a tired man who needs some comfort and someone to make him feel better. And I suppose that's all that I can do. And maybe that's why I wanna be around at night. And that's the time that I love him the most. Because there is no more energy for anything else.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
too desperate
I realise I'm desperately trying to be part of someone's life. So desperate that I end up looking like an idiot because the things I do are never relevant and never up to date because I am never informed. Fuck it. I should stop this shit
sleepyhead
Had lunch with the boyfriend, or rather he pei me eat. And now I'm sleepy. And the cough coming back. :(
IRRITATED!
FUCKING HELL!
It is so very crude but nothing can explain the feeling and the amount of frustration now other than that word or another way will be to kill myself to vent it.
Get me out of all these shit.
Totally ridiculous and horrendous and to top it all off, I have this TAMADE craving for macdonalds breakfast which I fail to realise that L is going to central. But I suppose it doesnt really matter cause he will never know I want to eat. ARGH. KILL ME PLEASE~!
It is so very crude but nothing can explain the feeling and the amount of frustration now other than that word or another way will be to kill myself to vent it.
Get me out of all these shit.
Totally ridiculous and horrendous and to top it all off, I have this TAMADE craving for macdonalds breakfast which I fail to realise that L is going to central. But I suppose it doesnt really matter cause he will never know I want to eat. ARGH. KILL ME PLEASE~!
dropped
I dropped a bead from the winnie casing. And the Winnie casing is cracking. :( I think it is the vibration of the car lor. :(
And I drank a bottle of beer. Seh but feel good. My eyes pain pain. :(
Friday, August 13, 2010
To drive or not to drive
People envy that I can drive. That I can go places as and when I like.
But I rather hope that I don't know how to drive. When you want to drive, no one send you home, no one send you up to your house, no one visit your house, and most importantly, no more talking opportunity to talk because you are hardly in the same car.
So much time, but the things being talke about is even less than a friend met once a week I suppose.
Shit. I want to read! :)
How to say it out?
I felt ridiculous yesterday when I was trying to suggest to him about something. That fear that I had before I even asked. And after I asked, he sort of 'rejected' me, not seeming to know what I was trying to drive at... But I think it didnt really matter to him.
And waking up together, coming to work together, he is hungry, I should be too. and today is just another day that he didnt bother to ask. There are days that he asked.
The senerio below:
H: 'Shift your car to the back, let him park infront, becareful, got pipe behind'
M: 'Ok, like that enough for him to park?'
H: 'You move back somemore la'
M: 'But you say behind got pipe? -.-'
After all these, the other car doesnt want to shift. So H came back to the car, took his bag, with me still sitting in the driver seat, with the ignition on, leg still on the foot brake, and H was about to walk off.
M: 'So ok liao la?'
H: 'Ya'
What the hell? and he doesnt talk to me after that, but the next moment he is happily talking to someone else. Everyone else pissed him off now except her I suppose. Yes, please say it is jealousy, like I care. -.- Did I step on your tail?
Repeatedly trying to be good and nice, but the next morning, whatever that I did was plain shit.
I am just an easy target for you to vent your frustration. Admit it.
And waking up together, coming to work together, he is hungry, I should be too. and today is just another day that he didnt bother to ask. There are days that he asked.
The senerio below:
H: 'Shift your car to the back, let him park infront, becareful, got pipe behind'
M: 'Ok, like that enough for him to park?'
H: 'You move back somemore la'
M: 'But you say behind got pipe? -.-'
After all these, the other car doesnt want to shift. So H came back to the car, took his bag, with me still sitting in the driver seat, with the ignition on, leg still on the foot brake, and H was about to walk off.
M: 'So ok liao la?'
H: 'Ya'
What the hell? and he doesnt talk to me after that, but the next moment he is happily talking to someone else. Everyone else pissed him off now except her I suppose. Yes, please say it is jealousy, like I care. -.- Did I step on your tail?
Repeatedly trying to be good and nice, but the next morning, whatever that I did was plain shit.
I am just an easy target for you to vent your frustration. Admit it.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
More blogging and twittering
I think I am blogging so super often that it makes it looks more like a twitter instead le.
Someone asked me... How can you stand.....?
I think it is love. Who asked why I was constantly unhappy? Hmm. Maybe the answer is...
And I am super hungry now la...
Someone asked me... How can you stand.....?
I think it is love. Who asked why I was constantly unhappy? Hmm. Maybe the answer is...
And I am super hungry now la...
For one moment
For one moment, I thought I was going to get scolded again. Black face :( scary. Who understand. I didnt lose the thing this time round
I want to read! :D
I want to read! :D
Great Books
I got some great books from the library. Tony Parsons
Man And Boy - About Tony Parsons bringing up his son as a single dad suddenly
My Favourite Wife - About marriage
Stories We Could Tell - I not sure what it is about. But I am quite sure that it will be great
I cant remember the other title.
I cried before sleeping last night, I cried when I was driving last night, it felt very bad. Hmm. I guess I need a shoulder. I remember how I sat downstairs of my house, crying, trying to find a solution. And now, I am crying trying to find a solution for the decision made then.
I wanted to go home last night. I have no clothes to wear, so ended up, I am dress quite shabby for audit today.
And I am hungry. Very hungry.
Shall go work.
爱越深，恨越多
Man And Boy - About Tony Parsons bringing up his son as a single dad suddenly
My Favourite Wife - About marriage
Stories We Could Tell - I not sure what it is about. But I am quite sure that it will be great
I cant remember the other title.
I cried before sleeping last night, I cried when I was driving last night, it felt very bad. Hmm. I guess I need a shoulder. I remember how I sat downstairs of my house, crying, trying to find a solution. And now, I am crying trying to find a solution for the decision made then.
I wanted to go home last night. I have no clothes to wear, so ended up, I am dress quite shabby for audit today.
And I am hungry. Very hungry.
Shall go work.
爱越深，恨越多
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
what a day
I'm getting angry and I feel like hating. Hmm. I have to go back and work later. Haha. The late night is to compensate for my playing and enjoyment. :)
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
What is left?
What is left?
The 'We' no longers includes me.
Working late into the night is only left with me, and the 'We' is someone else.
Writing something, constantly looking up to check the chat window is what I am constantly doing.
There is always something there that I am thinking, and hoping, and wanting to have. But hmm... what is left?
The 'We' no longers includes me.
Working late into the night is only left with me, and the 'We' is someone else.
Writing something, constantly looking up to check the chat window is what I am constantly doing.
There is always something there that I am thinking, and hoping, and wanting to have. But hmm... what is left?
Hong Kong
How I wish it is always holiday... just came back from hong kong. bought a lot of things. spent a lot of money. realise i am broke. and realise that i hope that everyday is holiday.
Sometimes, there are things in life that needs to be sacrificed. I onced sacrificed Love for Work, then Family for Love sub-conciously then Family for Work, and maybe Work for Love sub-conciously again.
Does the statement make sense?
How I wish everyday is holiday...
I am very tired. Very tired from all the nonsense. How does it feels to fly high and fall hard.
I love the time at night when we talk in bed before we sleep.
Sometimes, there are things in life that needs to be sacrificed. I onced sacrificed Love for Work, then Family for Love sub-conciously then Family for Work, and maybe Work for Love sub-conciously again.
Does the statement make sense?
How I wish everyday is holiday...
I am very tired. Very tired from all the nonsense. How does it feels to fly high and fall hard.
I love the time at night when we talk in bed before we sleep.
Ridiculous
I had enough of all those ridiculous dreams. Once, I dreamt my boyfriend marrying another girl. And last night I dreamt of my boyfriend doing something else weird and... Argh~! I hate this. -.-
Maybe this is the one that is energy draining.
Maybe this is the one that is energy draining.
Thursday, August 05, 2010
it has been a while
已经一个多月了。有点不知所措。怎么办好呢？谁能来点一盏灯来指引我？
I'm hungry. And I'm still stuck with drawing. -.- it better come out the same thing tomorrow! Haha
Wednesday, August 04, 2010
Got from someone's blog
45 Things Girls Love But Won't Ask For
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*
26. don't lie to HER.*
27. DON'T cheat on her.*
28. take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*
41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*
45.sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*
26. don't lie to HER.*
27. DON'T cheat on her.*
28. take her ANYWHERE she wants
29. txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.
30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*
33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.
35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.
36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.*
37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*
38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*
40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*
41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*
42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*
43. Take her for LONG walks at night.
44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*
45.sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
Yes, I wanted attention!
Haha. For the first time, I drove under the influence of medicine. I feel half drunk when I was driving home last night. And had fever yesterday when I was at the doctor. And I had fever just now when I was driving to pick my sis and mum up.
Repeated coughing and no one asked about me.
Yesterday when I was driving to poly marina, there was a jam at the junction due to an accident between a bus and two big lorry.
Waste time. And now, I only hope that I will faster recover. I want a good trip.
Sometimes I wonder why people don't talk. Is it because there is nothing much to talk?
I'm tired. :( I feel like there is so much not done and there is always something that is draining my energy away. :(
Monday, August 02, 2010
The new toy!
I had a new toy as a birthday gift. Ok, not really a toy, but a super cool gift that I wanted all the while. And I got it. All thanks to a few people who shared for it. Now I am going to enjoy the thing by bring it out to read more often!
See! And I just managed to get abook from AMAZON! The girl with the dragon tatoo! It better be nice! Haha.
Thank you, Jasmine, Mervyn, Ivy, Hidayat, Siew Hoon, HuiPing, Meiting, Roy, Julia and most importantly, Lawrence! I think i missed out some people. :p oh no.
Thank you, Jasmine, Mervyn, Ivy, Hidayat, Siew Hoon, HuiPing, Meiting, Roy, Julia and most importantly, Lawrence! I think i missed out some people. :p oh no.
Just when
Just when I thought I can move on to ISO, take time to go see doctor, prepare for afternoon exam, prepare for tomorrow major presentation, people get scolded for something that I failed.
Basic Thermo is beyong impossible that took me a day to finish. crap.
Basic Thermo is beyong impossible that took me a day to finish. crap.
Bad feeling
I have a bad feeling that I am losing control and all is starting over again. Thats what happened on the 1st I think. Always.
A sleepy day
Having a very sleepy monday morning. All thanks to the cough last night. I fell asleep infront of the tv, end up, a bad cough woke me up. Worry that it will happen again, I make sure I had water with me, before going to bed.
I managed to get to sleep at 1.10, only to wake up at 2 by another hit of cough.
I want to know what is causing all these sudden acute cough that makes me cough uncontrollably and leaving me in tears. :( it could be the following link:
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Respiratory-Disorders/laryngeal-spasm/show/519516
but the thing is, other than Chunchun, no one understand this kind of bad cough. :(
To people, it is just another bad cough. But I am quite sure it is more than that! :(
I managed to get to sleep at 1.10, only to wake up at 2 by another hit of cough.
I want to know what is causing all these sudden acute cough that makes me cough uncontrollably and leaving me in tears. :( it could be the following link:
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Respiratory-Disorders/laryngeal-spasm/show/519516
but the thing is, other than Chunchun, no one understand this kind of bad cough. :(
To people, it is just another bad cough. But I am quite sure it is more than that! :(
Friday, July 30, 2010
drenched
To be drenched and hungry walking to school from the car is irritating. What a good way to start the weekend. I seriously need to mug
Thursday, July 29, 2010
late at night
I should be sleeping at this hour but I did something very sinful. I watched video till wee hours. And now, I can't wait for tomorrow night to come. I miss him.
Blog and video
I am here to blog because my video is not loading well! Argh. But I changed my mind. Bye
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Lost
Oh ya, I got lost again when I turned out from Kallang leisure Park. And I went all the way to Tanjong Rhu area. Driving past area where I once walked by before. I had that urge to alight and walk in. But looking at the time, I gave up on that thought. I miss those time. I miss fireworks.
My Day
Despite the advancement in technology and the fact that I can actually blog from my iPhone, I still choose to take the trouble and switch the lappy on to blog... -.-
Today, a alone day. There was tonnes that I thought of blogging while I was driving but now I forget every single piece of it.
Someone talked to me today. And it left me thinking. I have a choice here I know.
And I am thinking of going yoga with my friend every thursday. Shall see how.
And I think, although I have tonnes to blog about. But I am not in the right mood to blog now. Not now, so I shall go sleep. Hmm. All about work today. I wonder...
Whatever thinking that I am having now is so not right and so not good. Good Night!
Oh, did I share that Birthday was a blast at Tanyoto? So much laughter. Haha, thank you people for the Winnie the Pooh cake, the black dress, the dinner, the gathering and all the posts on Facebook. Majority involved Lawrence in the planning... Haha
Today, a alone day. There was tonnes that I thought of blogging while I was driving but now I forget every single piece of it.
Someone talked to me today. And it left me thinking. I have a choice here I know.
And I am thinking of going yoga with my friend every thursday. Shall see how.
And I think, although I have tonnes to blog about. But I am not in the right mood to blog now. Not now, so I shall go sleep. Hmm. All about work today. I wonder...
Whatever thinking that I am having now is so not right and so not good. Good Night!
Oh, did I share that Birthday was a blast at Tanyoto? So much laughter. Haha, thank you people for the Winnie the Pooh cake, the black dress, the dinner, the gathering and all the posts on Facebook. Majority involved Lawrence in the planning... Haha
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
A stressful drive back
I had a stressful drive back, all thanks to those taxis exiting the airport. Argh. They are just speeding and speeding and tail gating and tail gating. Super irritated.
And it could also be because I am not focused enough to drive. I feel tired recently. Maybe I have been thinking a tag bit too much recently. And as I was thinking yesterday, I can drive, so to me, a boyfriend who let me feel safe when he drives is important and I have one who let me feel safe when he drive.
And tomorrow is Auto Cad test and there is tonnes to be done this week. There is the Basic Thermo assignment, which is 10 % and i dont have a single clue, and there is the CRS powerpoint and presentation next week that I have to wear formal. And there is the accounts and the audit to complete before this week, and there is still revision trying to be completed.
And at this moment, I am glad that my friends arent free to meet up, if not, I will not be able to sit down and finish all that needs to be done.
For now, it is bed time before my laptop die on me because of low battery.
I still thinking of going Yoga, learn Piano, learn Ballet...etc... anyone?
And it could also be because I am not focused enough to drive. I feel tired recently. Maybe I have been thinking a tag bit too much recently. And as I was thinking yesterday, I can drive, so to me, a boyfriend who let me feel safe when he drives is important and I have one who let me feel safe when he drive.
And tomorrow is Auto Cad test and there is tonnes to be done this week. There is the Basic Thermo assignment, which is 10 % and i dont have a single clue, and there is the CRS powerpoint and presentation next week that I have to wear formal. And there is the accounts and the audit to complete before this week, and there is still revision trying to be completed.
And at this moment, I am glad that my friends arent free to meet up, if not, I will not be able to sit down and finish all that needs to be done.
For now, it is bed time before my laptop die on me because of low battery.
I still thinking of going Yoga, learn Piano, learn Ballet...etc... anyone?
Monday, July 26, 2010
Irritated Monday Morning
A rainy day
A bad throat
A blocked nose
A change in plan
A sleepy head
Phone calls that people dont answer
Bad network for others phone and in the end, me not talking properly????
Irritated. What a good way to start the week.
A bad throat
A blocked nose
A change in plan
A sleepy head
Phone calls that people dont answer
Bad network for others phone and in the end, me not talking properly????
Irritated. What a good way to start the week.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
To be frank
To be frank, I am abit lost here. Can anyone help me out? Haha...
On Monday, jetty jump, my braces cut my lips when I jumped into the sea. Argh. Plus the steamboat yesterday, all this add up to painful ulcer.
And some guy tried to talk to me. A joke for my classmate apparently.
And I was dreading this Thursday welding lesson but at the end of the day I got the right flame and everything was good then. But somehow along the way, something went wrong with the flame and all I got was an oxidizing flame that doesnt molten my parent metal. Argh. But at least I dont dread welding now.
My mouth hurts but there is still one thing on my list that I want to eat! Gelare Waffle. But it is at E! Hub (I think, shall go check it out). Tomorrow sounds like a nice night. Haha. Shall do that.
I found a good time.
And sometimes, people have an answer. It is just about taking a step out of it, if not, take a step back and look at it.
I want to spend a quiet birthday this year.
On Monday, jetty jump, my braces cut my lips when I jumped into the sea. Argh. Plus the steamboat yesterday, all this add up to painful ulcer.
And some guy tried to talk to me. A joke for my classmate apparently.
And I was dreading this Thursday welding lesson but at the end of the day I got the right flame and everything was good then. But somehow along the way, something went wrong with the flame and all I got was an oxidizing flame that doesnt molten my parent metal. Argh. But at least I dont dread welding now.
My mouth hurts but there is still one thing on my list that I want to eat! Gelare Waffle. But it is at E! Hub (I think, shall go check it out). Tomorrow sounds like a nice night. Haha. Shall do that.
I found a good time.
And sometimes, people have an answer. It is just about taking a step out of it, if not, take a step back and look at it.
I want to spend a quiet birthday this year.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Note to self
Don't do and say things you will regret more than half of what you said after that. But how to put the message across then?
I dont want to be good till Friday
I decide to not be good. I will try to be moodless, if not irritated. I am tired of being good. And being about to fall sick doesnt make anything better when you are alone.
And I will try my bestest not to stay behind and work alone anymore. It is sort of redundant and I have my fears staying behind alone. The shadows and the idea of people of other nationalities staying nearby and a werid uncle creep me out.
And I am sleepy and I miss my dog, and I hope my Birthday dont come.
If it comes, I wanna get drunk. I swear.
I dont want to be nice and smile to people for the rest of the week. Let me get more sick so I can skip welding tomorrow. I want to skip maths tonight. I will go somewhere for a walk, like how I used to do.
And I will try my bestest not to stay behind and work alone anymore. It is sort of redundant and I have my fears staying behind alone. The shadows and the idea of people of other nationalities staying nearby and a werid uncle creep me out.
And I am sleepy and I miss my dog, and I hope my Birthday dont come.
If it comes, I wanna get drunk. I swear.
I dont want to be nice and smile to people for the rest of the week. Let me get more sick so I can skip welding tomorrow. I want to skip maths tonight. I will go somewhere for a walk, like how I used to do.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
3 more days
I have a feeling what I want will not be happening.
Yesterday was a tiring day... Had jetty jump which was sure fun. The jump especially but after all the swimming and soaking in the sea, it gave me a headache.
And at night, things doesnt help to go back and find yourself with tonnes of reports to complete. So after sending Baby to the vet, it is back to office and work.
Baby has a blood vessel that burst in her ear flap. So she needs a minor surgery. I got trouble with the idea of paying for ktv this friday le. I am so broke! She was left over with the vet last night and we can only pick her up on Wednesday afternoon. Hope she will be fine and that Carrot will not ka chiao her when she is back.
After that was back in the office. I am glad that I choose to continue till 12.30 to finish all the past reports. If not I will have trouble answering questions today! Feels good to know that I have completed everything that I need to. I am thinking of skipping the Wednesday Maths lesson. Hmm... Shall see how...
And 3 more days to my birthday! Hmm... Or maybe I will want to spend it alone? Let this be the first ever birthday that I spend alone?
Yesterday was a tiring day... Had jetty jump which was sure fun. The jump especially but after all the swimming and soaking in the sea, it gave me a headache.
And at night, things doesnt help to go back and find yourself with tonnes of reports to complete. So after sending Baby to the vet, it is back to office and work.
Baby has a blood vessel that burst in her ear flap. So she needs a minor surgery. I got trouble with the idea of paying for ktv this friday le. I am so broke! She was left over with the vet last night and we can only pick her up on Wednesday afternoon. Hope she will be fine and that Carrot will not ka chiao her when she is back.
After that was back in the office. I am glad that I choose to continue till 12.30 to finish all the past reports. If not I will have trouble answering questions today! Feels good to know that I have completed everything that I need to. I am thinking of skipping the Wednesday Maths lesson. Hmm... Shall see how...
And 3 more days to my birthday! Hmm... Or maybe I will want to spend it alone? Let this be the first ever birthday that I spend alone?
Monday, July 19, 2010
Supposed to be... But...
I am suppose to be doing work, if not, preparing a powerpoint for tomorrow that I know I will not have time tonight to do it. But still I choose to blog.
Went to Stream of Praise worship yesterday at Bethesdal Cathedral. Cool. It was really one of the best worship ever.
I kept wondering when were the times that the Lord really did help me through before. I have my doubts for him before, not until I realised something yesterday.
In December 2007, something happened to me, something that hardly anyone knows about now and something that I can never share with anyone then. That was a painful time. I was waiting and waiting and kept waiting. That is the first few times that I remember praying to Him before I became a Christian.
I was so disappointed in Him then, because things didnt go the way I want them to be... But after a long wait and all, things do ultimately, took a longer way but turn out the way that I wanted them to be. A lesson learnt along the way... But then, I never remember about whatever that I have said to Him before and I never credit Him for whatever that He had done for me...
And then life moved on and went on to other things in life. How he put people in my life and let me move on with things that should not be in my life. How he let me have all the things that I am having now.
Lets say this. The God is really a great and amazing God.
Maybe this is just another lesson that I am going through now. Painfully long and endless. And the worship left me crying. but walked out happily.
I was agitated on Saturday, simply over the fact that people no longer like to talk but choose to sms. I am disturbed by it. Over whatever reason it could be.
4 more days.
Went to Stream of Praise worship yesterday at Bethesdal Cathedral. Cool. It was really one of the best worship ever.
I kept wondering when were the times that the Lord really did help me through before. I have my doubts for him before, not until I realised something yesterday.
In December 2007, something happened to me, something that hardly anyone knows about now and something that I can never share with anyone then. That was a painful time. I was waiting and waiting and kept waiting. That is the first few times that I remember praying to Him before I became a Christian.
I was so disappointed in Him then, because things didnt go the way I want them to be... But after a long wait and all, things do ultimately, took a longer way but turn out the way that I wanted them to be. A lesson learnt along the way... But then, I never remember about whatever that I have said to Him before and I never credit Him for whatever that He had done for me...
And then life moved on and went on to other things in life. How he put people in my life and let me move on with things that should not be in my life. How he let me have all the things that I am having now.
Lets say this. The God is really a great and amazing God.
Maybe this is just another lesson that I am going through now. Painfully long and endless. And the worship left me crying. but walked out happily.
I was agitated on Saturday, simply over the fact that people no longer like to talk but choose to sms. I am disturbed by it. Over whatever reason it could be.
4 more days.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Friday, July 16, 2010
Something interesting.
I am looking through my old post and I come across the following. :)
List down seven qualities of my perfect lover[list the gender too]and tag another seven bloggers to do this
Gender: Male
[i]someone who will be willing to explain and listen to my explanations should something happen between us
`explanation is important... i mean.. i think i am understanding... do things got 交代 (jiao1 dai4) and everything will be fine with me... C=`
[ii]someone who is willing to call me on the phone even if there is no reason
`communication is important!!! d=`
[iii]someone who knows what i am thinking about even before i open my mouth
`so he can dig out all those hidden message that i am trying to tell him but have no courage to`
[iv]someone who can stand my nagging
`ok...not nagging, bu concern ok? if i am not concern, i would not even nag... d=`
[v]someone who will always try to reply every single one of my messages
`i hate it when people dont reply my message although i sometimes do that too... it dont feel good to be waiting for something...d=`
[vi]someone who is caring
`it is nice to know that someone cares about you... C=`
[vii]someone who will be there for me
`just someone who can be there, dont need always.. but most of the time, for all the good or bad things that i am going through... i mean that is what most of us want... company... someone who just understands... C=`
[viii]sense of humour
`so there wont be awkward silence`
Haha. It felt so strong there and then...
I saw something else that is interesting as well.
Smile, because it belongs to your face.
List down seven qualities of my perfect lover[list the gender too]and tag another seven bloggers to do this
Gender: Male
[i]someone who will be willing to explain and listen to my explanations should something happen between us
`explanation is important... i mean.. i think i am understanding... do things got 交代 (jiao1 dai4) and everything will be fine with me... C=`
[ii]someone who is willing to call me on the phone even if there is no reason
`communication is important!!! d=`
[iii]someone who knows what i am thinking about even before i open my mouth
`so he can dig out all those hidden message that i am trying to tell him but have no courage to`
[iv]someone who can stand my nagging
`ok...not nagging, bu concern ok? if i am not concern, i would not even nag... d=`
[v]someone who will always try to reply every single one of my messages
`i hate it when people dont reply my message although i sometimes do that too... it dont feel good to be waiting for something...d=`
[vi]someone who is caring
`it is nice to know that someone cares about you... C=`
[vii]someone who will be there for me
`just someone who can be there, dont need always.. but most of the time, for all the good or bad things that i am going through... i mean that is what most of us want... company... someone who just understands... C=`
[viii]sense of humour
`so there wont be awkward silence`
Haha. It felt so strong there and then...
I saw something else that is interesting as well.
Smile, because it belongs to your face.
The weekend is here
I have the urge to go sailing. To be on board a vessel, travelling to somewhere. Be a crew on board. Even if it means that I am the lowest ranking and even if that means I am going to lose all connection with my world for a whole of 6 months.
Different people have different expectations and some of it are impossible to meet. Sometimes, it is about voicing them out to let them be known and be worked towards. But somethings are just impossible to be done.
But what is not right is to only let it out when it is at the edge of snapping. When nothing else can be done. Did u let others have a chance to explain themselves to you to let you know what situation we are in at the moment? Did u let others know what are the things that you are expecting? Sometimes, when it comes to work and even relationship, it is about compromising. Really.
com·pro·mise
noun
a settlement of differences by mutual concessions; an agreement reached by adjustment of conflicting or opposing claims, principles, etc., by reciprocal modification of demands.
The definition of compromising... both party have to be willing to settle the differences together...
Yet at times, it is just about listening and hearing out and looking out for signs of snapping. Know it before it is here. Yet at times, you might not be able to react simply because you dont know how to...
Sometimes, it is about getting into this kind of situation to let yourself know that THIS IS LIFE...
Nothing in life is constant except changes. It contradicts but it is so true.
Time should not be spent on this entry... but there are just things in life that we need to acknowledge.
You can never please everyone. I choose to run away from people that I cant please. It doesnt seems to be the best way. I am not really running away, but rather let myself be in a situation whereby I have a choice to not be in the same environment with someone else, yet without being offensive. As long as the other person is happy, that should be the most important thing I suppose. Even if it means being alone... But I am glad that I am not. :)
Yet again, it is life that we are talking about here.
Believing that one day, things will be ok and it will all be on the positive side.
Things will be ok at the end, if it is not ok, then it is not the end.
Something random, and on facebook, I am glad that he is ok and doing well and happy. So the problem really does lies with me then. For a very stupid reason. But it is all memories.
Kind of emo and quiet these days except for this afternoon I suppose. Rubber bands in my teeth. Oh no... Hope it turns out well. Shall be diligent. Please.
Shall try to share a phrase or lyrics from songs every entry. Though I know it is not possible.
Something I am listening to recently.
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
My class was planning class outing by the way. Jokes and more jokes and some silly things that people said and done and I help to SPREAD THE WORDS AROUND. Like something that I will always do... haha. Sadly but sometimes, these are the kind of things that you have to give up when you are at this age and working I suppose. But I will still try to be there. At least for one day. If I can find my way. -.-
Different people have different expectations and some of it are impossible to meet. Sometimes, it is about voicing them out to let them be known and be worked towards. But somethings are just impossible to be done.
But what is not right is to only let it out when it is at the edge of snapping. When nothing else can be done. Did u let others have a chance to explain themselves to you to let you know what situation we are in at the moment? Did u let others know what are the things that you are expecting? Sometimes, when it comes to work and even relationship, it is about compromising. Really.
com·pro·mise
noun
a settlement of differences by mutual concessions; an agreement reached by adjustment of conflicting or opposing claims, principles, etc., by reciprocal modification of demands.
The definition of compromising... both party have to be willing to settle the differences together...
Yet at times, it is just about listening and hearing out and looking out for signs of snapping. Know it before it is here. Yet at times, you might not be able to react simply because you dont know how to...
Sometimes, it is about getting into this kind of situation to let yourself know that THIS IS LIFE...
Nothing in life is constant except changes. It contradicts but it is so true.
Time should not be spent on this entry... but there are just things in life that we need to acknowledge.
You can never please everyone. I choose to run away from people that I cant please. It doesnt seems to be the best way. I am not really running away, but rather let myself be in a situation whereby I have a choice to not be in the same environment with someone else, yet without being offensive. As long as the other person is happy, that should be the most important thing I suppose. Even if it means being alone... But I am glad that I am not. :)
Yet again, it is life that we are talking about here.
Believing that one day, things will be ok and it will all be on the positive side.
Things will be ok at the end, if it is not ok, then it is not the end.
Something random, and on facebook, I am glad that he is ok and doing well and happy. So the problem really does lies with me then. For a very stupid reason. But it is all memories.
Kind of emo and quiet these days except for this afternoon I suppose. Rubber bands in my teeth. Oh no... Hope it turns out well. Shall be diligent. Please.
Shall try to share a phrase or lyrics from songs every entry. Though I know it is not possible.
Something I am listening to recently.
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
My class was planning class outing by the way. Jokes and more jokes and some silly things that people said and done and I help to SPREAD THE WORDS AROUND. Like something that I will always do... haha. Sadly but sometimes, these are the kind of things that you have to give up when you are at this age and working I suppose. But I will still try to be there. At least for one day. If I can find my way. -.-
Thursday, July 15, 2010
So different
I suddenly feel so different from other students or other people. Is it what I have gone through? Or is it this is just a easier way out for my emotions? Or is it I just didnt want to change my focus and not want to get deeper into any other friendship or bond with other people after knowing that deep bonds can take away my attention and kill me in the long run?
Dance changed my future. Sort of in a bad way. I am afraid of that happening again. To be frank.
Dance changed my future. Sort of in a bad way. I am afraid of that happening again. To be frank.
Lack of sleep
Lack of sleep is the spoiler for all kind of relationships. Work, family, friends, love ones. Totally.
Or maybe it is just me that irritates people then. Maybe I was.
Blame it on that stupid flame for gas welding then. Hot and sweaty and tired and to top it off, I am not getting anything right. That is the worst!
A F*** up day. Weekend faster come. I should be studying and catching up on Basic Thermo.
Or maybe it is just me that irritates people then. Maybe I was.
Blame it on that stupid flame for gas welding then. Hot and sweaty and tired and to top it off, I am not getting anything right. That is the worst!
A F*** up day. Weekend faster come. I should be studying and catching up on Basic Thermo.
about life now
Now it is all about suffering with the iPhone 4 os which is super laggy. Especially like now. Argh. Letters appear a second later. -.- please give me a better os! And today. Hmm. I'm worried about tomorrow in fact.
Seems like dry eyes is coming back to me. The drive back just now was bad. Argh. And tomorrow. Welding. Period. I'm going to wrap myself up so that I will have no fear of sparks and explosion and I will weld well!
Heard a nice song with meaningful lyrics just now.
你要相信你比想像勇敢。 from 黑夜过后地一道阳光。
Good night folks! Shall resist the temptation to continue reading!
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Who you are.
Somethings on Monday shone some light on me. And here I am to share... Who you are today is really what you did 10 years ago... Your attitude towards life also reflects where you stand now...
Someone said that who you are today is affected by the choices you made 10 years ago. And this I totally agree. Attitude towards life is another big thing that will affect where you stand now and how others look and treat you.
I met this one person who has countless amount of energy towards things, no matter how many setbacks he have in his life before. So many times, I gave up and all I choose was to break down and cry, or rather, I will tell myself to do something coward, and that will be to take time off work and ignore about everything. Taking time off work is ok, but not ignoring everything... I did that once... As for the crying, it is uncountable...
At times like those that I mentioned above, I wondered how he managed to tide over... How he get that willpower to do all that he is doing now... And to be constantly improving...
There are people in life who handles problems and issues at work very differently. Some people choose to sit on their work, everyday, day in day out, time passes just like that with minimal accomplishment. But he is always, if not, most of the time, spending his time on things that are necessary. Sometimes, people dont understand that cutting short every conversation you have with someone by 5 mins, you can have alot more time for your work.
Someone did something that day, or rather, someone failed to do something that day. Indecisive, slow, slack, not diligent enough, bad things. Looking at the status this fellow have and what he have, it just goes to prove that whatever that you have today is really what you fought for. Your fighting spirit in life and the right attitude towards life is one of the main thing that will affect where you stand 10 years later.
Someone commented that I am a workaholic that day. And that comment makes me realised another thing. I am not a workaholic, I am just not efficient enough.
Thats about all. This is a weird entry. Because I dont know how to write what I felt that day out.
Somethings are just so near yet so far.
Birthday coming. This year, there is only one wish on my wishlist. Something that is unique and special. But I am glad I become a reason for celebration.
Someone said that who you are today is affected by the choices you made 10 years ago. And this I totally agree. Attitude towards life is another big thing that will affect where you stand now and how others look and treat you.
I met this one person who has countless amount of energy towards things, no matter how many setbacks he have in his life before. So many times, I gave up and all I choose was to break down and cry, or rather, I will tell myself to do something coward, and that will be to take time off work and ignore about everything. Taking time off work is ok, but not ignoring everything... I did that once... As for the crying, it is uncountable...
At times like those that I mentioned above, I wondered how he managed to tide over... How he get that willpower to do all that he is doing now... And to be constantly improving...
There are people in life who handles problems and issues at work very differently. Some people choose to sit on their work, everyday, day in day out, time passes just like that with minimal accomplishment. But he is always, if not, most of the time, spending his time on things that are necessary. Sometimes, people dont understand that cutting short every conversation you have with someone by 5 mins, you can have alot more time for your work.
Someone did something that day, or rather, someone failed to do something that day. Indecisive, slow, slack, not diligent enough, bad things. Looking at the status this fellow have and what he have, it just goes to prove that whatever that you have today is really what you fought for. Your fighting spirit in life and the right attitude towards life is one of the main thing that will affect where you stand 10 years later.
Someone commented that I am a workaholic that day. And that comment makes me realised another thing. I am not a workaholic, I am just not efficient enough.
Thats about all. This is a weird entry. Because I dont know how to write what I felt that day out.
Somethings are just so near yet so far.
Birthday coming. This year, there is only one wish on my wishlist. Something that is unique and special. But I am glad I become a reason for celebration.
Tuesday, July 06, 2010
Sunday, July 04, 2010
Friday, July 02, 2010
Today
I had something that I wanted to share today. and just a moment ago. but i dont really remember.
I shall be diligent and go back and finish up my reports. So I will have a better weekend...
Oh, I read my friend's blog and I feel like going TAIWAN! and I feel like going Shanghai for EXPO and I am glad I am going to Hong Kong le...
I had two sleepy morning lecture. But I dont really care. Shall go back and try out the tutorial over the weekend. I need a swim. And I had macs again just now. And now my stomach is churning.
And it is a rainy day again! Let me get to my car dry please.
And another presentation down. Oh, I HAVE TO DO RESEARCH. Later. After 6!
Lets have pancake tomorrow!
I miss Baby! My dog...
I shall be diligent and go back and finish up my reports. So I will have a better weekend...
Oh, I read my friend's blog and I feel like going TAIWAN! and I feel like going Shanghai for EXPO and I am glad I am going to Hong Kong le...
I had two sleepy morning lecture. But I dont really care. Shall go back and try out the tutorial over the weekend. I need a swim. And I had macs again just now. And now my stomach is churning.
And it is a rainy day again! Let me get to my car dry please.
And another presentation down. Oh, I HAVE TO DO RESEARCH. Later. After 6!
Lets have pancake tomorrow!
I miss Baby! My dog...
Thursday, July 01, 2010
a bad night
I did not have a good night. :( I went home only to realise my sister sleeping on my bed when I already said that I might be coming home. :( and in the end, I had so much trouble getting to sleep. And when I was about to fall asleep, my dogs have to start walking around and woke me up again. Argh.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Quiet Night
I am missing my bed and I have an index finger that is hurting for no apparent reason...
To be frank, it is scary at night. Because you cannot see whether anyone is coming in. And the walk from my house carpark. hmm. ok at times. when you are late enough that is. Haha.
But I guess this is what happen when the Boyfriend is not feeling well... GET WELL SOON!
Shall sleep in tomorrow morning. Lets just hope that weekends come faster!
To be frank, it is scary at night. Because you cannot see whether anyone is coming in. And the walk from my house carpark. hmm. ok at times. when you are late enough that is. Haha.
But I guess this is what happen when the Boyfriend is not feeling well... GET WELL SOON!
Shall sleep in tomorrow morning. Lets just hope that weekends come faster!
Coward
I suddenly realise that I'm just like a coward and all that I want to do now is run away and take a break. I think I need a holiday. Soon.
sinful
I did something sinful. I went to have long John for lunch. Sinful as in a waste of time. But it was a quick one. 45mins. The hungry pangs are giving me bad headache and it sure is good to have alot of food in my stomach now!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Start of School AGAIN!
So it is the start of school again and after all the mad rush and fun that I had, I finally cleared a big chunk of the reports. Phew~!
Slept rather late last night. Argh, the report is one whole stack... And am so sleepy now. Teacher woke me up in class TWICE! Haha. But I am not the only one. haha
Tonight, dinner at Dear's house, a meal cooked by Raymond and maybe I should go get a swim.
I was thinking of getting a swim yesterday and in the end I jumped into the sea during practical. Haha. Most of my classmates did that. They jumped off the boat when they are some distance away from the shore and was tow back with lifebouy and rope. haha. FUN!
Thats all for now.... C=
Slept rather late last night. Argh, the report is one whole stack... And am so sleepy now. Teacher woke me up in class TWICE! Haha. But I am not the only one. haha
Tonight, dinner at Dear's house, a meal cooked by Raymond and maybe I should go get a swim.
I was thinking of getting a swim yesterday and in the end I jumped into the sea during practical. Haha. Most of my classmates did that. They jumped off the boat when they are some distance away from the shore and was tow back with lifebouy and rope. haha. FUN!
Thats all for now.... C=
Friday, June 25, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Driving Record
Broke my personal record today. 140km/hour.
The highest speed acheive and it felt good.
The highest speed acheive and it felt good.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Memories
~Very Personal Indeed~
I happened to go Raffles City yesterday, and I went by padang to realise that PA is training there. So i walked over to look for them after being rejected... And I am glad that I did!
When Mr Low asked how am I? I felt like crying... and when I was about to leave the place, he said, 'I know you are busy with your things. Just remember to come visit us when you are free'.
I almost cried again.
Did I tell anyone before that I actually hope to return to them? Return to where it all started and where I really come from. I have the urge to dance when I see people on stage. I feel thrilled when I see people that I know. I feel glad that I choose to walk over yesterday.
Thats the main happening of the weekend.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Wondering
After so long. What will things be like now if I really did what I thought I should do then. Haha.
Something to ponder over...
Ice cream, milk tea with pearl, popcorn. Food for the soul. Or rather, food for MY soul. :)
Something to ponder over...
Ice cream, milk tea with pearl, popcorn. Food for the soul. Or rather, food for MY soul. :)
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Happy Food
Had all the Happy food that I craved for in ONE DAY!
Thanks to the people who helped to make it all possible. Haha.
Ben and Jerry's icecream! By Jasmine, who helped to buy it.
Popcorn from Cornery at Ion, by QiuGui who helped to buy it.
Island Creamery, thanks for Dear for driving there and Qiugui for jio-ing us along!
Haha. Munch Munch. Next will be Bubble Tea!
Thanks to the people who helped to make it all possible. Haha.
Ben and Jerry's icecream! By Jasmine, who helped to buy it.
Popcorn from Cornery at Ion, by QiuGui who helped to buy it.
Island Creamery, thanks for Dear for driving there and Qiugui for jio-ing us along!
Haha. Munch Munch. Next will be Bubble Tea!
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Make it work!
It will work, for He will guide.
Let it be good. Things will be better! Find me the strength.
Let it be good. Things will be better! Find me the strength.
Monday, June 14, 2010
Realise
I realised something today. I never hated my work, I love my work.
It is just that the things that I wanted never really happened and it makes me dread that things are always work. I wanted more than all those maybe.
Am I making sense? Work makes me feels alive actually.
It is just that the things that I wanted never really happened and it makes me dread that things are always work. I wanted more than all those maybe.
Am I making sense? Work makes me feels alive actually.
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Can I blog about somethings that are very ridiculous?
I seriously feel my life is of no joy now. At this very moment. I go to bed thinking that way too.
How will you feel when your boyfriend dont tell you he love you for 1 month?
What will you do when your boyfriend dont kiss you for 1 month?
What will happen if your boyfriend dont hug you for 1 month?
What will happen when all these is happening when you are staying with him?
What will you do if you feel like you are just constantly working and constantly at work, seeing no end?
Stop telling me that I have to take the iniative.
I am tired
I want to play
I want to sleep
I want to shop
I want to read
I want to piece puzzles
I want to finish cross stitch
I want more time.
How will you feel when your boyfriend dont tell you he love you for 1 month?
What will you do when your boyfriend dont kiss you for 1 month?
What will happen if your boyfriend dont hug you for 1 month?
What will happen when all these is happening when you are staying with him?
What will you do if you feel like you are just constantly working and constantly at work, seeing no end?
Stop telling me that I have to take the iniative.
I am tired
I want to play
I want to sleep
I want to shop
I want to read
I want to piece puzzles
I want to finish cross stitch
I want more time.
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
Heard a song while driving
I like to drive around, especially when nice songs are being played.
I heard the following while I was driving back to office this afternoon, or rather, just now.
男人不该让女人流泪
你说我让你看不清楚转
你说你害怕在爱中迷途自
舍不得你哭 如果是我让你觉得无助
让我告诉你 我对这一切有多在乎魁
如何证明我深情的吻 才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂
我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人
就算被冷落 就算犯错 我都不走
喔~相信我无悔无求 我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪 至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲 我愿陪你 直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为 相信我
A particular scene came to my mind whenever I hear this song. Along with the feelings. Though it was once the worst period of my life then, the toughest, but it was when everything felt so strong and felt so real. I want abit of that now.
I heard the following while I was driving back to office this afternoon, or rather, just now.
男人不该让女人流泪
你说我让你看不清楚转
你说你害怕在爱中迷途自
舍不得你哭 如果是我让你觉得无助
让我告诉你 我对这一切有多在乎魁
如何证明我深情的吻 才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂
我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人
就算被冷落 就算犯错 我都不走
喔~相信我无悔无求 我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪 至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲 我愿陪你 直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为 相信我
A particular scene came to my mind whenever I hear this song. Along with the feelings. Though it was once the worst period of my life then, the toughest, but it was when everything felt so strong and felt so real. I want abit of that now.
Monday, June 07, 2010
.::Life so far::.
The last post was about one month ago...
Nothing interesting in life to talk about at this very moment, just a hell lot of complains. I need motivation badly. I hope I do well for this upcoming exams cos thats the nearest motivation that I can wait before everything just dies off.
Work, Study, Love, Life, Family, Dog
Work, there isnt anything much convenient to describe here but the fact that there is always things that have to be said more than once, only to realise that they still dont understand makes me ANGRY!
Like the following example of what happened:
Me: I am driving now, I dont have the name of the client, just go there, call the person and ask that person for the Client and Project name.
XXX: Ok, so later you sms me the Client and Project name?
Me: ~!@##$%^&*
Please, enlighten me, what is this all about that I said that was difficult to understand?
And the same type of silly situation happened in this particular teleconversation that lasted for less than 1 minute TWICE.
I swear I would have rammed the vehicle that I am driving into his car if he is driving in front of me!
So. That should summarise the kind of situation that I am facing most morning. Not to mention all the morning calls that I have.just wanna nag here, because it doesnt really seems like I have a single other soul to talk to other than God
I quite hate the fact that at times working hard doesnt help. Because clients dont appreciate. Maybe this is just part of life again.
Study. Nothing much as well, but maybe this is the most interesting part in my life now, with cute and entertaining class mates. They are just like my JC classmate. I am glad I have them in my class! Haha. Sleeping in Basic Thermo becomes a norm. It is just so difficult to stay awake, maybe I am just allergic to his voice.
Chionging for test. MUST DO WELL!
Worried for maths and thermo!
Love, other than bunking in with Dearmost of the at times, hmm. thats about it. I just remember, I think we both forgot about the month-versary. Nothing important afterall I guess.
I feel myself misplaced at times, not knowing what is the right thing to do at times. So much so that I feel like staying alone and be alone most of the times. I dont really like the idea of being around people. Seriously. Something is wrong I suppose. Like I dont even know what to do or how to behave appropriately when I am around my loved ones, that excludes my own blood related family members. I think I should snap out of all these though.
Life, that part, just more Wii-ing and more swimming and more coffee and more shopping. Looking forward to trips. I think I need them badly.
Family, like have more time to dine with mama nowadays that I hardly go home. I think they are glad without me around as well. But surely not my dogs! Haha. They wag their tail so hard when I am home! And I think one of them needs the vet.
Thats about it. The one month.
I was reading someone's blog that day and that person mentioned about people around him getting married with them at the right age and all... I think I salute those who took the courage to take that step into marriage. I think it is something so alien and something so difficult to maintain and to keep it up and all. I think being in a marriage feels even more difficult than raising a child.
There are people who are in marriages who is full of joy and sparks and passion and everything good, though some small setback here and there that we as outsider will never know about, but still good, with a smiley husband and cheerful wife most of the time.
There are couples who are in marriages that are just so 'formal', sleeping together in one bed at night with a big gap in between two of them. Minimal talking and not to mention, always with a stern husband that hardly smiles and a quiet wife when left alone.
Sometimes I think it is the world that we are in that makes marriage almost impossible. Look at the time spent at work, look at the list of things that we need to handle day in and day out.
Marrying your job or career is so much better and easier if you ever have a choice of that.
I once thought that it was easy and I would like to have it. But then again, I doubt that now...
Nothing interesting in life to talk about at this very moment, just a hell lot of complains. I need motivation badly. I hope I do well for this upcoming exams cos thats the nearest motivation that I can wait before everything just dies off.
Work, Study, Love, Life, Family, Dog
Work, there isnt anything much convenient to describe here but the fact that there is always things that have to be said more than once, only to realise that they still dont understand makes me ANGRY!
Like the following example of what happened:
Me: I am driving now, I dont have the name of the client, just go there, call the person and ask that person for the Client and Project name.
XXX: Ok, so later you sms me the Client and Project name?
Me: ~!@##$%^&*
Please, enlighten me, what is this all about that I said that was difficult to understand?
And the same type of silly situation happened in this particular teleconversation that lasted for less than 1 minute TWICE.
I swear I would have rammed the vehicle that I am driving into his car if he is driving in front of me!
So. That should summarise the kind of situation that I am facing most morning. Not to mention all the morning calls that I have.
I quite hate the fact that at times working hard doesnt help. Because clients dont appreciate. Maybe this is just part of life again.
Study. Nothing much as well, but maybe this is the most interesting part in my life now, with cute and entertaining class mates. They are just like my JC classmate. I am glad I have them in my class! Haha. Sleeping in Basic Thermo becomes a norm. It is just so difficult to stay awake, maybe I am just allergic to his voice.
Chionging for test. MUST DO WELL!
Worried for maths and thermo!
Love, other than bunking in with Dear
I feel myself misplaced at times, not knowing what is the right thing to do at times. So much so that I feel like staying alone and be alone most of the times. I dont really like the idea of being around people. Seriously. Something is wrong I suppose. Like I dont even know what to do or how to behave appropriately when I am around my loved ones, that excludes my own blood related family members. I think I should snap out of all these though.
Life, that part, just more Wii-ing and more swimming and more coffee and more shopping. Looking forward to trips. I think I need them badly.
Family, like have more time to dine with mama nowadays that I hardly go home. I think they are glad without me around as well. But surely not my dogs! Haha. They wag their tail so hard when I am home! And I think one of them needs the vet.
Thats about it. The one month.
I was reading someone's blog that day and that person mentioned about people around him getting married with them at the right age and all... I think I salute those who took the courage to take that step into marriage. I think it is something so alien and something so difficult to maintain and to keep it up and all. I think being in a marriage feels even more difficult than raising a child.
There are people who are in marriages who is full of joy and sparks and passion and everything good, though some small setback here and there that we as outsider will never know about, but still good, with a smiley husband and cheerful wife most of the time.
There are couples who are in marriages that are just so 'formal', sleeping together in one bed at night with a big gap in between two of them. Minimal talking and not to mention, always with a stern husband that hardly smiles and a quiet wife when left alone.
Sometimes I think it is the world that we are in that makes marriage almost impossible. Look at the time spent at work, look at the list of things that we need to handle day in and day out.
Marrying your job or career is so much better and easier if you ever have a choice of that.
I once thought that it was easy and I would like to have it. But then again, I doubt that now...
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Enlightened
I heard on the radio yesterday:
There is this story about a man, he has a very bad temper. And he concluded that his bad temper is because of the people around him. So he decide that to put his bad temper under control, he have to stay away from people and be alone. So he decided to shift to the mountains to live his life and be away from people.
Then there is this day, the man make his regular trip to the pond to collect water using a can. He spilled his first can of water by accident when he was on his way back. He went back to get another can, and the same thing happened, he spilled his second can on his way back and then the same thing happened for the third time.
He then got so angry that he threw the can to the ground, and the can broke into pieces.
Looking at the pieces, he realised, his bad temper wasnt because of other people, but because of himself.
So I realised that you know, maybe my temper really needs to be put into control. -.-
And I realised that things can be very simple and nice, just take a step back and not be demanding, maybe things will just get better.
I wanted to bring a magazine back to read last night but I forgot to. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise. Haha. And because I didnt managed to bring the magazine back, I went to bed on time.
Thats all for today. Shall get back to class. I am getting worried for the afternoon CRS test!
Hope dear manage to get a bed of his choice today! Haha. I told him to get the one that the polar bear sleeps on! But got no polar bear gift. :( I can lend you the big pooh bear to sleep with you!
There is this story about a man, he has a very bad temper. And he concluded that his bad temper is because of the people around him. So he decide that to put his bad temper under control, he have to stay away from people and be alone. So he decided to shift to the mountains to live his life and be away from people.
Then there is this day, the man make his regular trip to the pond to collect water using a can. He spilled his first can of water by accident when he was on his way back. He went back to get another can, and the same thing happened, he spilled his second can on his way back and then the same thing happened for the third time.
He then got so angry that he threw the can to the ground, and the can broke into pieces.
Looking at the pieces, he realised, his bad temper wasnt because of other people, but because of himself.
So I realised that you know, maybe my temper really needs to be put into control. -.-
And I realised that things can be very simple and nice, just take a step back and not be demanding, maybe things will just get better.
I wanted to bring a magazine back to read last night but I forgot to. Maybe it is a blessing in disguise. Haha. And because I didnt managed to bring the magazine back, I went to bed on time.
Thats all for today. Shall get back to class. I am getting worried for the afternoon CRS test!
Hope dear manage to get a bed of his choice today! Haha. I told him to get the one that the polar bear sleeps on! But got no polar bear gift. :( I can lend you the big pooh bear to sleep with you!
I feel enlightened today
The difference between today and yesterday is drastic! But I am glad things are better now. And I'm feeling more in control of things, especially my emotions.
Shall blog more when I'm in class tomorrow. :) got to sleep!
I miss my darling!
Shall blog more when I'm in class tomorrow. :) got to sleep!
I miss my darling!
Monday, May 10, 2010
For a moment...
For a moment when I turned out from school, seeing the empty road, I decide to drive slow and yet recklessly. I changed lane without looking.
The next moment, my handphone ring, and messages flooded in. And I am ok
The next moment, my handphone ring, and messages flooded in. And I am ok
I wanted to...
I feel ashamed at this moment. I wanted to blog, but i think i will choose to pen it down instead
Saturday, May 08, 2010
.::A week that just passed::.
I wanna blog about my week that is about to end in less than 48 hours.
Actually, I shouldnt really be here, I should be either busy with work or busy with revising my Basic Thermosince I slept in ALL the lectures or, if not, busy with preparing for CRS. Haas. But still, here I am.
Mother's day is this Sunday, I have given my mother things, but I have yet to decide on what to give Dear's Mum. That doesnt sound like something good. oops.
And the past week, it is definitely more hectic but I think I am finding a balance. Hopefully. Pray hard.
Projects are being settled rather fast and I am glad I did well for welding!
And I found a cool game today!
Had a busy night before we squeeze out time for dinner with my mama. So I am super glad that dear managed to make it. I was still thinking that he might not have the time. Thanks dear!
And not to mention, alot of shifting coming up and alot of new people joining in!
And most of my colleagues are now either getting engaged or engaged. -.- Looking forward to their wedding!
Actually, I shouldnt really be here, I should be either busy with work or busy with revising my Basic Thermo
Mother's day is this Sunday, I have given my mother things, but I have yet to decide on what to give Dear's Mum. That doesnt sound like something good. oops.
And the past week, it is definitely more hectic but I think I am finding a balance. Hopefully. Pray hard.
Projects are being settled rather fast and I am glad I did well for welding!
And I found a cool game today!
Had a busy night before we squeeze out time for dinner with my mama. So I am super glad that dear managed to make it. I was still thinking that he might not have the time. Thanks dear!
And not to mention, alot of shifting coming up and alot of new people joining in!
And most of my colleagues are now either getting engaged or engaged. -.- Looking forward to their wedding!
Tuesday, May 04, 2010
Bubble tea
The boyfriend knew I wanted sweetalk bubble tea for the longest time ever and so he drove to west mall just for this purpose, paid for my drink and ask me to go get it. :)
It was only two sentences and both are factual information. How offending can it ever get. Let's pray that these will get better soon. I think that's one of the few things that is bothering me badly now.
It was only two sentences and both are factual information. How offending can it ever get. Let's pray that these will get better soon. I think that's one of the few things that is bothering me badly now.
Monday, May 03, 2010
Saturday Sunday
Had a great weekend but not in the mood to blog about it now. Mood swing. Bad and irritated.
It feels bad to forget the date of the month.
But it feels worse to not be reminded by the other one.
Aiya, not like it is important
It feels bad to forget the date of the month.
But it feels worse to not be reminded by the other one.
Aiya, not like it is important
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