.::do you wish that i will be happier?::.

~*i wish i wish i wish*~
~*things on the wish list are useless*~
~*cause they never come true*~

mood swing or whatever that you call it... i dont know... i only know that i am gettting to be a better girl recently...stuning my friends with all the completed tutorials... all the point form for all he essay... all homework on time... but what i get in return?

i am alone... in school...nothing to do... maybe i should be back to the old me... copy homework in school... at least i would not have time to think...

i will have more time to rest and slack at home... i will be able to feel better...

i will not have time to sleep in school... and i will not get this bloated feeling from the short naps...

the bloatyness is killing me... how i wish i can take a pin and poke my stomach...let out all the wind stuck in my digestive system... argh...

i wish i wish i wish again... if i can do it, i will not be wishing away...

life is just like that... sometimes it is just better to not wish so much...

how i wish that things can change now.. how i wish i can go back to the past.. maybe i should not have really cared so much... i think i will be happier that way...

what a life..

what a wish i am having now...i want to shock the world with improvement in results... maybe not 3 As but at least one... in A level... thats is the shock that i want to give everyone...that is the miracle that i wish to create...

see...i wish i wish i wish again... as if it will happen that easily...

why do people get over sensitive at times?or rather... why do i get over sensitive at times...? maybe we should all just be trained to think logically and not let our heart guide the way...

confirmation...thats what everyone needs... thats what everyone wish to get...

it is just not good to be oversensitive or to think too much about what will be happening in the future... cause when things dont happen, you get sad... maybe it is time to not consider so much... i wish that things will be better in the near future.. but things are just not within my control...what can i do? i can only pray that they leave sooon... maybe things will be better in control then...

i think it will be... or rather i wish it will be...

life is just like that... always wishing for something to happen... i wish...

maybe it is time to disappear and only then will people realise how much they treasure you... but what will i gain and what will i lose? is it worth the risk? i dont know... i dont dare to try.. i know i dont dare... cause i am always there... i am still there...

~*i wish to be happier one day*~
~*i wish i wish i wish*~
`y r tings still lidat?