.::lies::. .::love?::.

~*i am ok today!!!*~
~*i am ok today!!!*~
~*again*~
~*but she is not*~

i think people have this bad habit... lying to themselves to make themselves
happier... although most of the time they know that the lies that they said to
themselves will never last...

you need more and more lies to tell yourself that you are happy... but are you
really happy? i bet only you know the truth...

i dont really understands what she hope for in the end... i dont really know what
she is really feeling now... but i know... her feelings were real...

something that no one will ever know... is what are the lies that she is telling
herself...

sometimes people dont need any reason to hold on to their feelings... but they
usually need thousands of reasons to just let go...

i hope she will be happy...everyone in this world deserve to be happy...
my left eye is twitching... but i know nothing good that i hope for will ever
happen... i only hope for little things...

i bet she, too, only needs little things to make her happy... but seems like there
are just somethings that you have to act as though you dont know or nothing have
happened... i hope you are happy...

i really hope you are happy... or rather... i hope you are really happy... the real
side of you... not the one that is full of lies... cause i know how bad that
feels...

there are so many burning questions.. i am doubting whatever that are happening... i
dont know whether they are true... but still, what else can i do except believe?
that is just what happened...

people are greedy too... i admit i am... i think everyone is... i bet she, too, is
greedy... no offence... who would not ask for more when they got what they want?
especially when it comes to things like `love and `like...

but still... my left eye stop twitching and it just means nothing... although
nothing good happened to me yet, i hope something good will happen real soon

maybe this is something that i understand... i understand what she is going
through...finally i understand... but i know i cant help... cause i cant even help
myself when it comes to things like this...

maybe i should wait and see how things go.. maybe that is just what she should do
also... cause that is the only thing that she can do now...

i believe in my tarot cards... and i believe that she will be happy...

~*smiles*~
~*they belongs on your face*~
~*i believe*~
`sori`ocnam il`yes`u`c my nick