.::happy entry::.

~*life is like that*~
~*ups and downs*~

life is like that... i can be crying in the night but the next morning i am happy like siao...

ok...high suger intake makes you happy... but i get abit guilty huh... haha...

life is just like that... so into horoscope, tarot cards and so many things lately... of course when i am free.. i am starting to wonder why... why bother to find so much about the future? why try to know what will happen tomorrow? i mean... there are just somethings that you decide for yourself... but still i choose to know more...

i want to know more... i want to be more certain about the future... i scare getting lost... i scare not knowing what will happen next... who is not afraid of this kind of things one? not knowing what will happen the next minute... not knowing when will bad things come...

anyway... life is just like that... people are always out looking for things to confirm certain other things... i am also like that... i am always out soughting for confirmation...

anyway... this is suppose to be one of the few rare happy entries... so...hmmm...

happy day today... my son birthday... haha.. ok... my auntie's grandson... ok...not my auntie... but my nanny...

haha

cute little boy... so much more cuter than dallan... i think that is why he always feel like slapping the boy whenever i show him the photo...haha

haha... i realise... crying do help... it is better to cry things out.. .just something to make me cry... and i will let everything out... haha...

so next time when i am sad... maybe someone should make me cry... haha... cause i will definitely feel much better after that...

life is like that... ups and downs...

maybe it is time to confirm what i really want before i continue to sought for confirmation from the outer world...

anyway... i just realise that my knee hurts... hmm... my left... whatever... haha

oh ya... i got a BAND 3 for pw... the whole school is getting that kind of grade, with only EIGHT INDIVIDUALS getting band 1... oh my... thats is like hell... i should not persist who is at fault... someone will get it back for us...

hello... the stupid bloody problem here now is... a low number of band 1 and oli less than 10 in each class getting band 2..

and hello... my class only a mere 3 people getting band 2... what is this? the number of people getting band 1 in our college is way lower than the PERCENTAGE of people getting band 1 in other college... arh... what is the world coming to?

dont say it i because our college stricter... who have thinner PW file than us? get the point? where are all the researches? hmmm... in the working file... -_-

what is this?

but still sorry... the whole thing here is... it is never our choice to leave it with us and not hand in in the final file... NOT US!!! definitely not the whole college... but that is just what the whole college did...

i think i should pray to her... argh..

anyway... let the good things continue lor... definitely not her... her reign is OVER!!!

GET RID OF HER!!! argh

she ROCKS the whole of SAJC... thats the solely only thing that i can say now...

disclaimer.. all of the above informations are just personal views and i should not be held responsible for whatever that may happen as a result of reading this entry. it is just an entry written without any objective to offend someone or to defame someone.

the disclaimer abit lame... i know that... but you never know... haha...

happy things... happy things...haha

today feel so saturday-ish...haha.. that was too random though...

haha

~*let everything continues*~
~*the good things*~
`sori`i m selfish`let mi do wadeva tt i want`10Q