Friday, April 07, 2006

.::i feel like i am losing it AGAIN::.

~*what is the good thing?*~
~*what are the bad things?*~

confused la... recently...hmmm... not really alot of things...but stupid koonhui... really idiot... why bring up that topic... the impact was not that great anymore...but the impact is still there...

ok...fine...something sad coming in again... i planned to write a happy entry today morning one k... oh my...

it is Ester week...and how much sadder can i get? ok la... not really sad...

why must you remind me that things are changing? PA no longer have that many people... the Nan Hua feeling... no longer anymore regular visit back to nanhua... i have trouble handling those friendships...they are still on the rock... what a failure huh...

i was shocked when he said that he would not be going back to PA... i used to think about how will things be like if he go... come to think of it... maybe they go, things will be better... aiyo... contradiction... i still dont know...

but i still dont understand what makes him hold on to things so tightly this time round... it is so not like him...anyway...hope he will be happy...

maybe completing A level is not really the aim... the aim is to get studies over and done with and i can go back to NHDS...

no more regular visits... thats quite saddening....

anyway... the happy things... thanks to those who roared to welcome me when i go back huh... very happy...hmmm... maybe some disappearing tricks will help at times?...oopx... haha...

laugh and laugh... thats the only things now bah...not considering the fact that i still have to handle those problems at the end of the year...

maybe i should not have stepped into their life at all also... maybe i should not have allow them to step into mine... how many times have i cried? countless.. i lost count le...

tired...dont know what to write le lah...

anyway...why must there be conflict between countries huh? so many homework because of that!!!

random...

announcement... my friend is ok le... i think she is... going to work as usual...so should be ok le la...

hmm...actually quite alot of things to talk about..just that i am too tired... argh... my whole mind is still filled with insulin and glucose... all from the biology essay that i did just now...still got a dozen not done...

what is the thing that is suppose to come but not here?hmmm...next week... parent meet teacher...god knows what he will tell my mama this time round...

bad news of the day... jeremy had a twisted ankle... oh my...

this year really not that smooth sailing after all... it is not smooth sailing at all~~~!!!

first time in my life...bird shit drop on me... or should i be happy that it i didnt fall into my food?

first time in my life... i slipped in my house toilet... a place that i go in more than once a day...for all my 17 years... argh... or should i be happy that i didnt injure badly at all?

first time in my life... i fail everything... or should i be happy that the school is not kicking me out?

aiyo... dunno happy or sad la... so many things...

jelly day tomorrow... make jellies~!!

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~*smile*~
~*time pass faster*~
~*day pass faster*~
~*with that smile on your face*~
~* C= *~

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