.::i really am ok::.

~*i am ok le*~
~*and i am sure*~
~*cause i know what to do*~
~*and i know who to turn to*~
~*thank you*~

ok...now move on to this person who makes my blood boils... why? because she cant even think... because she dont even know... because she dont even bother to find out... because she didnt even bother to help... because she is power hungry... because she is accusing me... and because she sucks...

omg... are those enough to make me dont like her?

haha...the evil girl here no longer hate anyone...cause it is just so tiring to hate someone... i will only bu shuang people...provided that they bu shuang me first or they stepped on my tail when i think i did nothing wrong... C= and i have this evil theory that i would not turn things ugly between me and anyone cause you never know when your will need to work together, or in worse terms, you never know when you will need his or her help... it is survivor techniques...

anyway...back to that person... yyou think yyou so great ah? did yyou have any idea that what you think i am doing now are also things that yyou used to do? for only once, and yyou made that stupid conclusion... do yyou even know that i am changing? SHUT THE FUCK up if you dont know... dont assume...

bu shuang, tell me straight in the face... dont hint hint huh... although i managed to get the hint this time round... clever me...

yup...i am actually angry...angry that you make that stupid comment... dont think that i dont know what you are thinking... dont think that i dont know the reasons for every secret questions that yyou asked me... did i just said that i was clever? hmmm...it is my choice whether i want to broadcast it...and in this case, maybe i should consult some people... haha... people who wouldnt... cause i think telling more people also no use... wnat to make them bu shuang yyou is something easy...just whether i want to do it or not...

i just realise that we are always faking each others... haha...what a great big joke... but i like to fake...so what can you do?

oh...i did what i promised... i didnt mention names... haha...

i think if that person is reading my blog, she also dont know that i am talking about her... like...she is not that clever... she only know how to use her knowledge on guys... how to attract them...

did i ever tell your that she is just TWO different people in front and guys and girls? she is just so sweet and kind in front of guys but not when she is with girls... she is just one big evil bitch when she is with girls... she dont show it out but can tell that to her, guys are more important than girls... oh well what ever...

i decide to stop using my PCS to photocopy...i shall do it at lot one tomorrow... so waste paper la... i pity my paper...not my ink...haha... cheap ink...

anyway... back to topic... haha

she is the one doing all those stuff in the past... yups... i got all the idea that yyou tried to tell me... i know all that... i think the people that i hang out with are greater thinker and greater leader than yyou are... so dont act as though yyou are still the great thinker and great leader... cause yyou never was... and dont think that the JIEYIM here is still that quiet little girl who always listen to yyou... cause i am that no more... cause yyou no longer earn my respect...

we are just on TWO different sides... the person that yyou not like is the person that i respect and the person who i think is a much better leader and thinker than yyou are...

and did i say before that i never like people who do things for a purpose... it is ok to be back for a purpose... as in yyou are not the only one... but please dont give the lame reason that yyour mama dont allow...cause i know that that is never the case...it is always yyour choice... so stop giving me lame excuses...

haha... so sian... i shall go and talk about it to the person that i respect but she dont like... haha...

whatever... i very sian now... not going school tomorrow...bad me? haha... skipping cross country...hehe...

~*shut up if yyou never try to help*~
~*just fuck off*~
~*oops...maybe i should be less vulgar?*~
~*haha...nope...she deserve it!*~
~* C= *~